Just a quick FYI that I opened a twitter account @RobsMagicTweets so I can make tweets about spirituality, politics, TV shows I’m watching, video games, tabletop games, toys, and batman. I’ll also tweet whenever I put a new article up here or release anything else spiritual. Follow me and I’ll follow back.
Also let me know if there’s any other social media I should have.
I have a lot of posts planned right now, and not a lot of time to work on them, so I’m putting up something that’s pretty low effort.
These are pictures I took of a local magic shop. The photos were taken over a year ago pre-covid, and I took them to brag to some of my friends in the states about how much better my magic shop is. I was with my wife and brother-in-law.
The place is kind of like a cross between a shopping mall and a flea market. There are some chain restaurants, including fast food, and some chain stores, and also a food court (every Thai mall has a food court, and malls are still really big in Thailand). But there’s also a lot of small businesses and booths.
The place has seven floors, and each floor is really big, along with a parking lot on the eighth floor that sometimes has stuff on special occasions and I think a basement that has a bookstore or something. One entire floor is dedicated to magic stuff, and another floor is dedicated almost entirely to cell phones, but there’s a section of that floor that’s also magic stuff, and there are a few more shops scattered through out. There’s also two floors for computer stuff and video games, half a floor for collectible toys, barber shops, tattoo shops, massage places, a clothing section, and some stuff that doesn’t really fit anywhere else. There’s even a section where people who don’t want booths can put down blankets and cell stuff on the floor.
There’s literally thousands of magic shops in the store. Some are just a small booth with a single case with some items, and others have dozens of display cases stuffed with magic items, and a few have actual stores with walls and doors. Between all of the stores there’s millions of different items.
Sadly I think this place may be changing, because I’ve heard they were raising rent and trying to push the smaller businesses out. They did something similar with another location, and now it’s all higher end small businesses with some chain stores. I guess it’s a stronger tourist spot now, and a great place to visit if you like going to retro video game stores, but it lacks that Portebello Road vibe that makes this place so cool. It’s kind of like when you go garage saling and you don’t know what you might find, except all the garage sales are together, and the majority have cool stuff.
I haven’t been there since Covid, so I have no idea what’s become of it. I think they may have been trying to retain the spiritual section though. There’s actually better similar places if you’re looking for toys or video games, but I haven’t seen anything in the area with such a big spiritual section, and I think it’s a big draw for the building.
We did ask permission to take these pictures, and everyone was fine with it. They may have thought we were buyers. There’s a bunch of guys who hang out there all day, and they take pictures of stuff on their phones to send to their clients who get back to them with the stuff they want. Those guys buy it and then ship it to their clients who are usually in other countries.
One final note, this album isn’t safe for work, mostly because a lot of the magic items are penis shaped. Also keep in mind that I have the maturity of a ten year old. Anyways here’s the much talked about photo album on Imgur:
I want to put up some articles about channeling and mediumship. I’ve stayed away from these articles because most of the techniques involve deconstructing boundaries, and that can be problematic and psychologically harmful if not handled correctly, especially when you’re trying to develop a one size fits all method instead of tailoring the instruction to a particular person. There’s also a fear that someone might try to ‘teach’ my methods, but with additions and omissions for the sole purpose of exploiting someone sexually. I prefer giving this information out on a person-to-person basis, that way I can give the person the exact information they need and make sure they understand it and aren’t harmed by it. However I now want to put the information out there for people, because I haven’t been able to find any good publicly available instructions, and these are very cool things that people want to try, and, especially in regards to channeling, these are extremely valuable tools for acquiring spiritual information.
Also a lot of jack-offs, and this is especially true in the New Thought Movement but it happens in other places as well, make themselves into spiritual leaders because they’re supposedly channeling basic spiritual information from something. I say supposedly because they could be channeling this stuff, but it’s all so basic and has been written down so many times already that they could just be reading books. One thing that I never see the jack-offs teaching, at least to all their followers, is how to channel, which is the one really important spiritual thing they’re doing. For these leaders being a spiritual guru with dependent followers, and all of the emotional and financial validation that comes along with that, is more important than being an actual spiritual leader and teacher and passing down their spiritual techniques to empower others. That’s assuming they even know how to channel and aren’t, like I said, just reading books and slightly rewording things like a teenager plagiarizing Wikipedia for their English paper. Either way, I fucking hate those people, and I want to make it so anyone who wants to learn how to channel can.
The problem I have is that when I talk about intermediate and advanced subjects, like Channeling and Mediumship, or really any magic that isn’t basic beginner exercises and theory, I always come back to the same bit of advice: ‘If you’re having trouble with this, spend more time practicing Energy Manipulation, Meditation, and Visualization.’ Those three things are the basic pillars of magic. Every kind of magic, whatever it is, requires you to have some degree of competency in those three things. Getting better at any of those things will make all of your other magic stronger. If you’re just starting out and you don’t know what magic you should be doing, those three things will pay the biggest dividends and make you a better magician faster than anything else. If you’re an experienced adept, it’s still important to practice those things every day, because getting better and better at those things is going to make you even stronger.
I’ve written about EnergyManipulation and I have some very good beginner exercises for it. I’m hoping to expand on that and finish those exercises soon, but even right now there’s enough there to get someone to a point where they can continue to develop on their own. I haven’t posted much about the other pillars, Meditation and Visualization. That’s because there’s already lot of good information out there, and also they’re kind of boring to write about and I’m lazy, but I’m finally doing an article on each before I get into channeling so I have a resource I trust to point folks towards.
If you’ve already been taught meditation, this article might still be useful to you. Most people never get past the early stages of meditation, and so when most people teach meditation, they teach it as if the early stages are all there is to it. If you’ve been doing meditation for a while and you can’t achieve a meditative state almost every time and a trance state a majority of the time, this article can help you figure out what you’re missing.
Preparing For Your First Meditation
The first few times you meditate, you should try doing it under the best possible conditions. You’ll want to make yourself comfortable and eliminate any distractions. What’s comfortable and what’s a distraction is going to be different for everyone, so it’s important to find what works for you instead of following someone else’s guidelines. I’m going to offer some suggestions, but ultimately you have to figure out what you need to be comfortable and free from distraction.
To start you want a space where you’ll be alone and no one will bother you for at least a little while. It’s best if this is a familiar space that you already feel comfortable in. Like maybe your bedroom, or your living room, or outside in your yard if it’s private.
Next you’ll want to be comfortably dressed. For most people this is going to be loose fitting clothes that don’t restrict movement or cut off circulation. Ideally you want clothes that you won’t feel on you. You may feel more comfortable and less distracted in your underwear, in a bathing suit, or completely naked, but if you feel self conscious not wearing enough clothes, or you’re going to stress about someone walking in on you or peeking through a window and seeing you undressed, wear more clothes. Some people find that a heavy blanket, or a comforter, helps with not getting distracted by physical sensations, and it also relaxes them and helps them feel more comfortable. However if you happen to be that rare person that only ever feels at ease in formal business attire, then wear that because it’s what works best for you.
Whatever you decide to wear, make sure it fits the temperature of where you are. You don’t want to feel hot or cold.
As for lighting, you’ll want some light, but less is better. If it’s daytime, draw the curtains or shut the blinds. If you’re outside in your yard, maybe sit in the shade or something and don’t face the sun. If it’s night, dim the lights. A pitch black or near pitch black environment is going to be counterproductive to learning meditation, and that kind of sensory deprivation is going to open up a whole different can of worms spiritually speaking. A lot of people prefer candlelight for meditation.
Finally you’ll want to get the sounds right. You’ll probably want to find someplace quiet. Of course nothing is completely quiet, so what you really want is someplace with no distracting noises. Some people do best with some kind of white noise or maybe nature sounds or some relaxing music. Other people find all that stuff incredibly distracting. The important thing is to find the environment that suits you, whatever it is.
Keep in mind that these are preparations you’ll want to take when you’re first learning how to meditate. You want to give yourself as much of an advantage as you can, because learning how to meditate, and learning how to do it well, can be difficult. Once you get meditation down, the next step is learning how to meditate in situations where you may not be so comfortable, or where there may be distractions. Eventually you’ll want to be able to meditate in any kind of situation you might find yourself in. That might seem difficult and overwhelming when you’re first learning how to meditate, but don’t worry about it. Once you know how to meditate, teaching yourself to meditate quickly or meditate when you’re distracted is a lot easier than learning how to meditate in the first place.
Your First Meditation
For your first meditation find a position that’s comfortable for you. That can be sitting in your favorite chair, on the floor, or lying in bed. Pretty much any position you could potentially fall asleep in. Next close your eyes, and then try not to think about anything. You’re going to get intrusive thoughts, because you’re trying not to think about things, and that’s what happens when you try not to think about things. That’s okay. This stuff takes practice, and this is your first time. Don’t try to fight the intrusive thoughts too hard, because that will just create a cycle that makes the situation worse. Maybe let the thoughts run their course and then move past them. Also try not to feel anything. Try not to be happy, or sad, or angry, or anything else. Just try to be calm and relaxed. If you can’t do that yet, that’s okay.
Just stay like that for a while. Don’t think about anything, but if you are thinking about things, just think about them. Stay like that for as long as you can. The longer you can stay like that, the better. But if you start to feel restless or bored and it ceases to be relaxing and starts to be a chore, then go ahead and stop.
Now that I’ve gone over your first meditation, maybe reread the last few paragraphs once more, than go meditate right now before you read anymore of the article. I know you have the time to get everything ready and do it for at least a little bit, because this is a really long article. If you have the time to read this, you have the time to meditate. If it’s between reading the rest of this article and meditating right now, go meditate, and you can finish reading this later when you have more time.
Seriously, after you finish this paragraph, go meditate! If you can’t get things perfect so you’re comfortable and free of distractions, just make yourself as comfortable and free of distractions as you can right now and meditate. If you don’t meditate right now, you won’t understand the rest of this article, and even if you plan on doing it later, everything I write after this is going to be worthless to you and won’t help you in any way. There’s no point in reading the rest of the article if you aren’t meditating after this sentence ends, so if you’re not meditating you should do something else that’s more productive or fun.
After Your First Meditation
Congratulations on meditating for the first time. Did you reach a meditative state? Did you reach trance? Was it an amazing spiritual experience that completely changed your life and your perception of the spiritual universe? If you answered yes to any of those questions, that’s awesome, but you probably answered no. If you felt relaxed and managed to clear your mind a bit you’re ahead of the curve. If you felt bored, thought you weren’t doing it right, or felt stupid because some guy on the Internet tricked you into sitting still for a few minutes and is trying to pass that off as a significant spiritual experience, that’s how most people feel the first time they meditate. The important thing is you did some practical work today and took the first step to learning meditation.
Having meditated today you’re 1000 times more spiritually advanced than anyone who has never meditated, which from my experience is most of the magical community. You’re 10 to 100 times more advanced than all of the people who have meditated before, but haven’t meditated today, which is most of the rest of the magical community. Your spiritual advancement is now somewhere in the top percentile of the magic community, so you should be really proud of yourself.
Magical Theory of Meditation
So let’s talk about what meditation is and what we’re trying to achieve when we do it. And we’ll start with altered states of consciousness.
The Meditative and Trance States
So there are a lot of different states of consciousness we can be in. The one we’re all most familiar with, because we spend a lot of time in it, is our sober and awake state. This is the state you’re probably in right now, and it’s the one most people use as their reference point when comparing other states. The other state of consciousness everyone’s really familiar with is the dream state. Arguably there are at least two different dream states, the one where you’re asleep and full on dreaming, and the one where your mind drifts off into dreams as you start to fall asleep. Doing drugs or drinking alcohol can also bring you into other various altered states of consciousness.
There are two altered states of consciousness that are achieved through meditation, the meditative state and the trance state.
The meditative state is hard to describe. In fact it’s sometimes hard to even notice you’re having it if you’re not used to identifying it. It’s a state of heightened clarity, focus, and awareness. In a meditative state you may find it much easier to think and draw conclusions. You may also find it much easier to feel energy, both your own and what exists around you. The best way I can describe it is it’s kind of like being in a deep sleep, except you’re awake and not dreaming. I have to point out that I don’t mean you’re actually asleep. You’re awake in every sense of the word. If you’re literally asleep you’re not in a meditative state, you accidentally fell asleep while meditating and are no longer meditating.
Even though it can be hard to identify the meditative state the first time you reach it, it does feel distinctly different from both your normal awake state and your dreaming state. Ultimately you’re going to have to trust you’re instincts a bit, but you should be able to figure out that you’ve achieved it after you’ve done it a few times.
The second state is the trance state, and you reach the trance state after you reach the meditative state. The trance state is very distinct, and unlike the meditative state you’ll probably know it when it happens. The trance state is a state of hyper-awareness, hyper-focus, and hyper-clarity. In a trance state you’ll probably feel very empowered. You’re going to have a much easier time feeling your own energy, and without all the normal emotional and mental barriers and distractions that hold you back and a singular focus, your energy is going to be turned up really high, so much so you’ll probably feel it bursting out of you. Not only will you feel these strong energies bursting out of you, but you’ll also have a lot of control over them.
Much like the meditative state, the trance state is great for thinking things over. It’s also great for doing magic. The heightened awareness that comes with it makes it much easier to see spirits and what the energy around you is doing. All that energy that’s bursting out of you and all of the focus you now have is going to make your magic a lot more powerful, and you’ll be a lot more successful with it. In a trance state it’s not unheard of to find previously unknown reserves of energy that can be tapped into and magical abilities that you weren’t even aware you had.
The meditative and trance states are excellent goalposts for when you’re first starting to learn meditation. Your first goal should be to reach a meditative state. Then try to repeat that success several more times. Next you should try to consistently achieve a meditative state when you meditate. That means that almost every time you meditate you achieve a meditative state, and its an expected outcome of meditation. After that, the next goal should be reaching a trance state, and then you should aim to hit a trance state a few more times, and after that have trance be a fairly regular outcome of meditation. Once you reach that point there’s still a lot of room for improvement, but there’s also a lot of different things you can focus on improving.
The Steps of Meditation
There are five parts, or steps, to meditation. They are Clarity, Awareness, Focus, Self-control, and Trance. Typically you go through them in that order, and it’s usually easiest to do it in that order, but they don’t have to be done in that order. They can happen in any order, and you can skip back and forth between them. You can do a little bit of Clarity, and then a little bit of Awareness, and then come back to Clarity and do that some more. They can also be done simultaneously.
When you’re first starting out, it’s best to try doing them in the easy order first:
When done in that order, when you do well on one step it will naturally lead to doing better in the next step creating a flow that will make it easier to get to Trance. It’s okay to dedicate an entire meditation session to just one step. The first thing you should be doing is spending your meditation sessions working on Clarity and getting it down. Once you feel like you’re doing well with Clarity, move on to Awareness. Move through each step, and once you have all four down you should naturally hit Trance. If you hit a wall with a step, go back to the beginning and strengthen each of the preceding steps. If you get through the first four and aren’t hitting Trance, start over from Clarity and strengthen each step.
Step 1: Clarity
Put simply, Clarity is the process of clearing your mind. It is typically the only step of meditation that’s taught, and often it’s the only step the instructor knows. It is, however, only the first step in a larger process, and even if you master it, you won’t be seeing the results you should if you never work on the proceeding steps.
There is, of course, an argument to be made that a student only needs to be taught Clarity. Because the steps flow from each other, once the student has mastered Clarity they have the necessary skills to discover and improve upon the proceeding steps and eventually reach Trance. However in practice, as proven by numerous forums, blogs, reddits, and con-men selling spirituality, if you only teach Clarity what you end up with is a bunch of people who think that Clarity is the end goal of meditation, because that’s all their instructor ever told them, or that’s all they read about in a book, and if an authority figure didn’t explicitly state something it can only be because it doesn’t exist. So I’m going to teach all the parts of meditation.
Going back to Clarity, ourselves, or more accurately the bunch of bodies that make us up, is the only tool that we need to do a magical operation. Other tools can be helpful, but we don’t need them, and any kind of magic can be done without those tools. In contrast, we need ourselves to do any kind of magic. Also we suck at being magical tools. Everything affects us, and we in turn pollute our magic with all the crap that’s affecting us. If you’re doing a spell and you think, “Did I leave the oven on?”, that thought is now wrapped into your spell. Even thinking about the spell you’re doing wraps your thought about the spell into the spell. If you’re happy, sad, excited, angry, nervous, whatever emotion you’re feeling, that emotion pollutes the spell as well. There are, of course, steps we can take to lessen the impact of these stray thoughts and emotions and other things that influence our spells, and at the end of the day our spells don’t have to be perfect, they just have to work. If a spell produces the desired outcome, even if it’s sloppy and has some superfluous crap about the state of my oven in it, it’s good enough.
Clarity is us recalibrateing our bodies. What we’re trying to do is bring each of our bodies to a neutral state. Perfect Clarity is the goal, but we don’t need to reach a state of perfect Clarity to achieve Trance. Perfect Clarity is likely impossible to achieve, and if you dedicate yourself to reaching perfect Clarity before moving on to the later steps, you’ll never move on. Instead try to do Clarity well, and once you feel you’re doing it well enough move on to Awareness.
To explain Clarity, it’s easiest to break ourselves down into five bodies, the physical, the astral, the mental, the emotional, the creative, and the spiritual, and explain how we achieve Clarity in each one. And yes, I realize I said five bodies and then listed six. That was intentional. You can, if it bothers you, either count the physical and astral bodies as a single body, or just eliminate the spiritual body from the list. The number of bodies isn’t important, and I’m doing it this way because I have other articles I may write in the future, and I don’t want those articles to contradict this one, because if I do sometime after I’m dead middle-aged armchair magicians will argue about what great secret I was hiding by making the contradiction, or they’ll argue about whether or not everything I’ve ever written is wrong because of one small contraction they found, instead of doing magic so they might actually know a god damn thing. And nobody wants that.
So anyways, body Clarity both in the order of importance and the order you should work on them:
Mental Body: This is the act of clearing your mind and not thinking about anything. That seems like it should be really easy, but for most people it’s not. It is however something that gets easier with practice. Usually if you try to think about nothing you’ll get an intrusive thought, or a thought about thinking about nothing, or you’ll imagine what nothing is. If you try to push the thoughts out that just makes you think them harder, and think other thoughts about pushing them out, and at that point you’re also expending a lot of energy on what should be an effortless process.
If you’re having trouble clearing your mind, the best thing to do is not focus on the thoughts and just let them play themselves out. Intrusive thoughts become less of a problem when you stop giving them energy by trying to get rid of them. The more you relax yourself and fall into meditation, the less likely it is you’ll have them. With practice it gets easier to clear your mind, and eventually this will be a non-issue. Until then remember, the point isn’t to be perfect. The point is to practice and improve yourself so that you’re always getting better at it.
Some people focus on their breathing or a sound in order to help clear their mind. If you’re really struggling that may help, but it’s going to make the later steps harder and you’ll have to come back later and relearn Clarity in order to get through them.
Emotional Body: You don’t want to be feeling any emotion, you just want to be in a state of emotionless calm. That’s actually a lot easier than not thinking any intrusive thoughts, and it’s especially easy when you’ve already cleared your mind. If you’re really emotional you may need to spend some time calming yourself first, but for most people, especially when you’re meditating in an ideal environment, this one’s usually pretty easy to achieve. This one gets more difficult to do when the environment isn’t ideal, or if you’re already very emotional before you start meditating, and those are things you can work on as you get better at meditation.
Physical Body: If you try to meditate and you find yourself getting distracted by your clothes, or the sounds around you that you didn’t even hear before you started meditating, or you start having itches, that’s your physical body acting up. This is actually an easy one to fix if you’re having problems with it, and it’s easy because all of us are very practiced at overcoming it. When you go to bed at night these same annoying issues can keep you from falling asleep. Figure out how you’re dealing with it when you go to sleep, and apply those same techniques to meditation.
If you’re really struggling with this one, you may have to start thinking about what you can do differently before you start meditating to improve your environment. Would you be more comfortable in different clothes? Would you be more comfortable lying down? Is there a source of noise you can eliminate so you can focus better?
Eventually you want to get to the point where none of that crap matters, because you want to be able to meditate in an environment that’s uncomfortable, but the goal for now is just to get to the meditative state, and then the trance state. If you struggle to meditate when you’re uncomfortable, that’s something you can come back to and work on later.
Astral Body: If you’ve also been practicing Energy Manipulation, it’s a good idea to spend some time balancing your energy during meditation and bringing it to a neutral state. If you’re not skilled enough at Energy Manipulation that you can easily do that, don’t worry about it. Clearing your mind of thoughts and calming your emotions is going to naturally balance your energy to a degree anyways.
Creative Body: This mother fucker is the reason you’ll never achieve perfect Clarity. The Creative Body is a doer, it’s about what you’re doing. If you’re meditating, you’re not doing nothing, you’re meditating, and the better you’re meditating the more your meditating. It’s a good lesson that the endgame isn’t achieving perfection, the point is to aim for perfection to constantly improve ourselves even though we know we’ll probably never get there. To get what Clarity you can out of the Creative Body, do as little as possible when you meditate, and expend as little effort as possible on meditating and anything else you’re doing.
Spiritual Body: If you’ve got all the other bodies doing well, this one will naturally take care of itself, so you don’t really need to worry about it.
Step 2: Awareness
The second step is Awareness, both External Awareness and Self-Awareness. Once you’ve achieved Clarity in all of your bodies, Awareness becomes much easier to achieve. It’s almost a natural consequence of Clarity.
By External Awareness, I mean the energies, and maybe spirits, that are flowing around you, how it feels to exist in a physical space, as opposed to when you dream (or astrally project if you’ve done that), and just the general way the area feels.
By Self-Awareness I mean being able to feel the energies flowing inside of you, how it feels to be you and to exist and be meditating, how it feels in your mind and your body especially now that they’re in a state of clarity.
In addition to External Awareness and Self-Awareness, you should also be able to feel how your internal energies and the external energies around you are interacting with each other.
To achieve Awareness, all you have to do is sit there, and while maintaining Clarity, feel everything around you.
The trick is you have to just feel everything around you, and not do anything else. Don’t think about how everything feels, don’t think about the energy, and don’t try to identify the energy. You know how I talked about the physical space and how it feels different from dreaming or the astral plane earlier? Don’t think about that, and don’t try to figure out how these places feel different and start comparing and contrasting them. Definitely don’t try to manipulate the energy.
If you do any of that stuff, you’ve messed up your Clarity and you need to go back to step one.
Just feel everything and let the sensation wash over you, don’t interact with it, don’t think about it, don’t analyze it, and don’t think about yourself and how you’re doing it.
That’s the trick, and it can be hard. And the thing is if you try really hard to get Awareness down and not think about these things or pay attention to them and do your best and put your all into it, you’ve fucked it up, because now you’re putting effort into things and your making conscious decisions and you have intent and you’re doing something. If that happens, you have to go back and work on your Clarity again.
If you get Awareness right away and it comes naturally to you, that’s great, you’re awesome, but most of us struggle with this, because it’s a difficult thing to do. It takes time and practice, but you can definitely get there. If you mess it up, you can always go back and do Clarity again, and then give Awareness another try. If no matter how many times you try you still can’t get it, that’s okay, the important thing is you’re practicing it, and if you’re practicing it you’re definitely improving, even if you don’t notice the improvement.
The goal here, with Awareness, is to get to a point where you feel yourself and everything around you spiritually, but you don’t think about it or analyze it, and you also don’t put any effort into not thinking about it and not analyzing it. Pretty much you want to be able to do it without trying so you can preserve your Clarity.
–The Meditative State–
If you do the first two steps well, there’s a good chance you can achieve a meditative state either with just those two steps or with a little bit of work on Focus. If you’re not achieving a meditative state, don’t worry about it, just keep working on all the steps, but be aware that you could potentially fall into it, and if you analyze your meditation after you finish and you believe you were in a meditative state after only doing the first two steps, you probably were.
Step 3: Focus
There’s actually two different ways you can focus in a meditation. The easier way is focusing on a particular thing, and the difficult way is to just focus but not focus on anything in particular. Both have their advantages.
If you’re going into a meditation because you want to ponder something spiritually, like why are red candles good for love spells, you can just go in with that question to ponder it. If you reach Trance, you will probably realize a bunch of new spiritual insights on the subject. Even if you don’t reach Trance, being in a meditative state will give you a lot of Clarity to make new connections and develop new insights. Even if you don’t reach a meditative state, meditation may still help you think about it and reflect on it more clearly.
It doesn’t have to be a spiritual thing either. You can meditate on if your romantic relationship is healthy, if you’re really happy at your job, or if you’re better off buying Skyrim or Witcher 3. In regard to the last one. both games are awesome and both offer things the other doesn’t, so if you like those sorts of games and can afford both and have the time to play them, get both, but if you have to choose go with Witcher 3, and get the GOTY edition because the expansions add a lot of additional content.
The other way, focusing but not focusing on anything, is hard because if you think about doing it or if you put some effort into doing it, you’re failing other parts of the meditation while also losing focus. Additionally you don’t have a specific thing to focus on, which is so much easier, you just have this abstract idea of focusing.
A lot of time the advice is to meditate on a question, even if it’s unimportant, just to help you learn how to focus and retain Clarity while you do it. There’s a couple problems with that approach. First off, if you go into meditation with a question, and you happen to figure out the answer to that question, you have nothing left to focus on and the meditation will probably end there and you’ll miss out on some practice.
One work around to this is using a koan, which are from Zen Buddhism. The most famous is probably, ‘What’s the sound of one hand clapping.’ Koans don’t have direct answers, and even if you do find an answer, they have deep layers that go on and on so there’s still room to continue meditating and expand upon it.
The second issue with going in with a question is it makes focusing easier, and it even makes the next step a little easier too, but it makes getting into Trance harder, and if you aren’t already in a meditative state when you start focusing it makes that more difficult too. You’re making it so Focus is easier to get through, but you’re making the rest of the process more difficult.
Also if you can only get through Focus and reach Trance by using a question, that’s a very big limitation on your ability to meditate and reach Trance.
Much like Skyrim and Witcher 3, both approaches offer advantages the other doesn’t, and I would recommend learning and practicing both in tandem.
The first few times you work on Focus, don’t come in with a question. Try to do it without focusing on anything at all.
After you’ve attempted doing it a few times and have some experience, then try it with a question. It will most likely be easier to do this way, and you’ll hopefully get a better grasp on it. It’ll also force you to learn some new skills with your Clarity and Awareness to get to that stage with a question in your head.
Then take what you’ve learned and go back to trying it without a question. Alternate between the two so you can learn both approaches and get the benefits each has to offer knowing that getting better at one approach will make you stronger when you attempt the other approach.
Ultimately you should aim to be able to achieve Trance with either approach. The approaches have different uses, and either one may be a better fit for a particular situation. Overall, you’ll probably use meditating without a question much more frequently on your spiritual path.
Step 4: Self-Control
Once you have the first three steps down, the next step is to hold on to them as long as possible. Eventually you’ll have intrusive thoughts, or boredom will set in, or your mind will wander, or you might even fall asleep and take a nap. In any case, when those things happen your meditation is broken and you need to go back and do the earlier steps again or end the meditation.
Once you get the first three steps down you may find that you can’t maintain it for very long before you break yourself out of it. Maybe you can only manage for a couple minutes. That’s okay. Just keep meditating and holding it for as long as you can. With practice the amount of time you’re able to hold it will increase.
Step 5: Trance
Trance is the end goal, and when you get there you’re going to feel it and it will be a distinct feeling. All you have to do to get to Trance is get the first three steps down, and then hold it long enough in Self-Control, and you should just slip into it.
You should be hitting a meditative state in the second or third step. If you’re not, you’re weak in at least one of the first two steps, and if you’re not sure which one than work on improving both of them. Likewise if you do the first three steps well, reach a meditative state, and hold it long enough you should reach Trance, and if that isn’t happening it means you’re weak in at least one of the four steps. If you don’t know which one you’re weak in, work on all four.
Coming Out Of Meditation
Before you get really good at meditation, it’s important to learn how to come out of meditation. The first few times you meditate it probably won’t matter and you can just stand up when you’re finished, but once you get better at meditating, and especially once you hit a meditative state, it’s a bitch to come out of meditation wrong. So practice coming out of meditation correctly from the start, and that way once you need it you’ll already have developed the skill.
You want to come out of meditation slowly and carefully, like slowly waking up from a deep sleep.
Stay relaxed, make sure you’re breathing, and slowly let yourself come out of it. One trick is to just concentrate on your breathing and pay attention to how you’re breathing. Pay attention to when you inhale and when you exhale. After you’ve done that for a bit, change your breathing. Take a few deeper breaths and then let it out. When you feel comfortable slowly open your eyes. Take it easy for a few minutes, and then start to move your body and slowly get up.
Give yourself a little bit of time after meditation to relax and be in the moment so you can fully process the meditation you’ve just finished.
If you have to, of course, you can jolt yourself out of a meditation, and if like your house is on fire or something else important is happening you should jolt yourself out of the meditation, it just won’t feel very good.
Eventually, with some experience, you’ll be able to come out of meditations quicker and it won’t feel so bad when you jolt yourself out of one.
Stepping Up Your Game
Now that you’re meditating, here are a few things that might help you improve your meditation a little bit.
If you’re able to do it, yoga is a wonderful aid to meditation. Many yoga poses are designed to help energy flow through your body more freely and to clean out your energy a bit. Several common poses, Lotus being the most well-known and probably best, make it easier to get through the steps of mediation if you’re already good at doing the pose.
If holding a pose is causing you discomfort or pain, that’ll negate a lot of the positive benefits of the pose. If a pose hurts, you’ll probably get better results lying down or sitting. However if you can comfortably manage a partial pose, like half-lotus or even sitting crossed-legged, you’ll still get some of the benefits of the pose.
Incense can help you raise energy, help you redirect your energy, help you with Focus, and just, in general, make meditation easier. You may wish to use incense that you have a particular affinity for, or you may choose one that is tied in to what you’re trying to accomplish with the meditation. A few common ones that are generally good for meditation are sandalwood, vanilla, frankincense, and nag champa.
Although incense can help with meditation, I’d recommend against using it so often that it becomes a crutch. If you’re really struggling with meditation, it can help you break through to the next level, but once you get there you should start working on meditating without incense. Otherwise I would recommend using incense infrequently. Definitely try it out so you have the experience, definitely use it if it’s a special occasion or something really important or you just want a deep meditation that day, but also make sure you’re practicing doing meditation without the help of incense.
Where do you go from here?
So you’ve gotten good at meditation. You always hit a meditative state when you try, and you usually hit a trance state. Maybe you always hit a trance state. Does that mean you’ve mastered meditation?
Well, no. We never master anything, and there’s always room for improvement. In particular the meditative and trance states, although very useful on their own, are far more useful when you can fall in and out of them in seconds and in any environment. If you can fall into trance before doing any kind of magical operation, and hold it for the entire operation, your magic is going to be quite a bit stronger. If you’re just starting with meditation going into Trance like that might seem difficult, and something you’ll only achieve after decades of practice, but once you start getting better at meditation it actually isn’t that hard to learn.
Below are some advanced meditation exercises you can try once you feel like you’ve gotten the hang of meditation.
One thing to work on is to practice meditating faster. As you go through the five steps, try to do them as quickly as you can. Set a goal of reaching either a meditative state or a trance state and work on going through the steps as fast as you can to get there. Only count the speedrun as successful if you reach a meditative and/or trance state. If you’re not able to reach an altered state, slow down the individual steps and practice them until you’ve improved some more, and then try to speed them up again.
Meditate While Standing
Instead of lying down, or sitting down, or being in any kind of comfortable position, or gaining the benefits of doing a yoga pose, meditate while standing up. Once you’re able to achieve Trance while standing, try to achieve Trance without closing your eyes. Once you’re able to achieve Trance without closing your eyes, try to achieve Trance while standing with your eyes open. If you want, you can even try to achieve Trance while walking or running.
Meditate While Distracted
Try meditating while you’re distracted. Maybe turn on the TV, or the radio, or go someplace noisy to meditate. Try meditating in uncomfortable clothes. Try meditating in public places with lots of active people around you.
It’s actually difficult to come up with good general exercises for this, because all of us have different things that distract us. Ultimately you’re going to have to come up with your own situations that make you, personally, feel distracted and uncomfortable, and then try meditating in them. Once you become good at meditating in a particular situation, find one that’s even more distracting and uncomfortable.
Multitasking And Meditating
Once you can meditate while standing with your eyes open, and while walking (hopefully also with your eyes open), and while distracted, try meditating while also doing something else. Start with something that you already know how to do and is mostly physical and doesn’t require a lot of thought or attention. Domestic chores, like sweeping, mopping, and scrubbing are good fits. So are physical exercises, like lifting weights or doing sit-ups. From there move on to things that require more thought and attention. Try meditating while playing a video game, while reading a book, while building furniture, while doing a hobby. Then try meditating while doing very complicated things like having a conversation with someone.
Instant Trance Trick
So this is a pretty common trick to drop into Trace very quickly. Unlike a lot of other meditation shortcuts, this one isn’t a crutch and it won’t make it more difficult for you to meditate or get into Trance when you’re not using it. In fact, in my experience, this trick usually opens the practitioner up to a lot of new revelations about how to quickly get into Trance, making it easier to develop other methods.
So in order to do this, you need to be really good at Clarity, because you have to be able to finish Clarity quickly and move right into Awareness. In fact, you need to be pretty good at all the steps to get this to work.
Remember when I talked about feeling all that energy during Awareness? What you’re going to want to do is let that energy wash over yourself and lose yourself in it. Now remember when I said each step of meditation naturally leads into the next step, and there’s a flow to it? If you have all the steps down, and you do this right, the forward momentum of the flow of meditation should naturally push you into Trance without much effort.
You want to practice doing this a lot: Feel the energy —> Go to Trance / Feel the Energy —> Go to Trance, ect.
After you’ve done it a bit, it should be happening pretty fast. The next thing you want to do is setup a metaphysical trigger. Basically when A happens, you automatically do B.
There’s a few different ways to go about this depending on how experienced you are with magic. One way is to just practice this frequently, like several times a day, and to always push yourself into Trance as soon as you feel the energy. Eventually you’ll internalize the process like with muscle memory.
The easier way is to just hide a trigger in yourself so that when you feel the energy, you do the process. It’s pretty much putting a strong trigger in the back of your head so you never think about it, and it sets your metaphysical bodies to do X whenever Y happens.
I don’t want to get into an indepth explanation about how to set up a metaphysical trigger, because even though I know how to do it, it’ll take me months to figure out how to explain it from scratch, and I want to get this article posted.
If you know how to set a trigger, you should already understand what I’m talking about, and if you don’t know how to do it, you might be able to figure it out from what I said. If you can’t figure it out, just use the first method.
Once you have that down, the next step is learning some muscle memory. Whenever you feel energy, or a spike in energy, drop into meditation and do Clarity. And this is why I say you have to be really good at Clarity. You want to be able to go from not meditating, to meditating, to finishing Clarity in less then a second. Ideally you want to do all of that in a lot less than a second. And you’re going to want to be able to do it while you’re standing up, while you’re distracted, while you’re doing other things.
Putting all of it together you should end up with a process where energy rises, or there is unfamiliar or aggressive energy maybe, and by muscle memory you drop into meditation and complete Clarity in less than a second, then you feel all the energy more intensely in Awareness, and that triggers you and you’re in Trance.
Here’s the fun part. Typically when you do a magical operation, one of the first things you do, if not the very first thing, is raise energy. If you’re at a public ritual, if it’s being done right, there should be a lot of energy around. If you’re about to be attacked spiritually, typically you’ll feel some extra or aggressive energy first. If you’re doing energy manipulation, you’re probably going to start by feeling out the energy. If you start talking about or even thinking about spiritual topics, a lot of times energy will just start rising up.
You’ve now trained yourself so that just about any time something magical is happening around you, even if you’re the one doing it, you immediately slip into Trance.
This is a question that gets asked a lot, and if you’re not taking daily medication, it’s difficult to understand how taking meds long term affects magical ability. The short answer is no, taking meds isn’t going to limit your magical ability. You may need to do magic differently because of your meds, and you may need to develop some new skills as well, but that shouldn’t be big deal. Adapting and learning new skills are essential to advancing as a magician anyways, and if you’re not up to doing that your magical ability is already pretty limited. In fact, long term, proper medication will probably make you into a stronger magician.
That’s true if you’re taking meds for physical issues, like high cholesterol or hypertension, or if you’re taking meds for mental health reasons, like depression or anxiety.
Having a doctor or mental health care professional tell you that you need to take medication, or recommend that you should take medication, can be scary, because it can seem like they’re asking you to give up part of your spirituality to be healthy, to be happy, or to not die. Assuming we don’t die young, almost all of us will eventually have a health condition that can be treated with daily medication. For most of us that’s going to happen when we’re middle-aged, a few of us will be lucky enough to make it into our golden years before it happens, and some of us are going to have health issues that will need treatment much earlier in life.
Even if you aren’t taking medication right now, you probably have some idea how it will affect you magically. Almost all of us have been drunk at some point after we started practicing, and we know what happens when we do magic while intoxicated. A lot of us have also been prescribed some strong drugs for short term illnesses, and I’m sure quite a few people are taking other drugs for recreational and spiritual purposes. I’ll touch on drug use for spiritual purposes at the end, but that’s really not the point of this article.
When we do drugs, be it for treating an illness or for something else, it usually affects our magic in one of four ways.
The first way it can affect us is it can open us up to a spiritual experience. Like I said I’ll go into more detail about that at the end, because it’s not why I’m writing this.
The second way it can affect us is it doesn’t affect us, or at least it has no noticeable affect on our ability to do magic. For most people this is the case with a lot of OTC medications like aspirin, pepto-bismol, ect., and is probably the case for a lot of prescription medications as well. This is a best case scenario where you can take a medication and be as strong of a magician as you ever were without having to change anything.
The third way it can affect us is it can dull our abilities. We can still do magic, but it’s harder. It’s like when you increase the weight on a machine at the gym. You’re still doing the same motions and it’s still having the same affect, but it’s a lot more difficult. Focusing and concentrating may also be more difficult. This is actually how alcohol affects me.
The fourth way it can affect us is it can make it more difficult to interpret magical information and direct our magic at a target. You may still be able to sense energy, but you might have more difficulty than normal figuring out what kind of energy it is, or where exactly it’s coming from. You may still be able to cast a spell, but you might have more difficulty getting it to hit the intended target. If doing magic sober is like firing a gun to shoot a target, this is like firing a gun to shoot a target while blindfolded. This is how opioids like Vicodin affect me magically.
If you want to get drunk every once in a while, or if you’re ill and you need to take medicine for a few days, it’s fine to take a short break from your spiritual practices and spend a day or a week being less than 100%. When you’re ready to end your break, you’ll be as good a magician as you ever were. If you’re going to have to take meds every day forever, or for the foreseeable future, that’s when it becomes an issue.
As a side note taking a prescribed medication properly dosed and monitored by a health care professional is different from having a substance abuse problem or self-medicating. I’m not dealing with the later in this article and as far as spirituality and magic are concerned the challenges would be different. I’m bringing this up because if you do have experience with substance abuse while practicing magic, the situation, and how you should deal with it, is different than taking daily meds.
So how do we deal with having to take our medicine?
Our most important magical tools, and the only ones we need, are our bodies. We all have a few different bodies. We of course have a physical body, but we also have an astral body, and a mental body or HGA, and there are lower realm equivalents, and there are even higher bodies as well.
Our bodies are imperfect tools. Training ourselves magically so we can do more powerful magic is all about getting our bodies into a more perfect state. Out of all of our bodies, our physical body is the worst. It has specific spiritual purposes, and it is at times necessary, but it is the most fragile, volatile, and temperamental of all our bodies, and it has some very low spiritual ceilings.
Our bodies are connected together in a chain, and the lower bodies are dependent on the higher bodies, but the converse isn’t true. Our mental and physical bodies interact with each other through our astral body. If you remove the astral body, the physical body can’t survive, and if you limit a person’s physical body from accessing their astral body you’ve magically neutered them and done a kind of binding. However the same isn’t true of their mental body. A person’s mental body can survive without their astral or physical body, and even if its access to them is limited it’s still operating at 100%.
Our physical body is also at the bottom of the chain. You can remove the physical body, and all of the other bodies are still there and operating as well as they always have.
A lot of things spiritually affect our physical body, like if we’re sick, if we’re tired, what we’ve eaten, if we haven’t eaten, and a lot of other things, including drugs and medications we’re taking. Drugs and medications, however, don’t affect the higher bodies, at least not directly, and therein lies the trick.
When we start doing magic we use our physical body a lot. We store all of our magical knowledge in our stupid meat brain and rely on its logical abilities even though there’s a pretty low upper limit to how much it can accurately remember, and it has a lot trouble just comprehending higher and more abstract metaphysical concepts, and that’s assuming it can even understand the concepts at all.
Early on we also tend to rely on our physical body to focus most of our magic. Sometimes we need to use our physical body to a degree, because it’s our best connection to the physical realm, and a lot of magic is meant to affect the physical realm. When we first start out though we usually use it as the primary body, and sometimes sole body, doing all of our magic. It’s the body we’re most comfortable with, and it’s why ritual magic is the easiest magic to learn even though it’s not the easiest magic to do or the most effective.
As we become better magicians and grow, when we do magic we start taking the jobs that our physical body is performing, and we start passing them on to our other bodies, because they’re more capable of doing them, because they have higher ceilings, and because they are less volatile and temperamental. Even if we don’t intend to do this, even if we don’t understand we’re doing this, we still naturally do this as magicians, and if we don’t we end up being very limited in our abilities.
If you want your magic to be 100% while you’re doing drugs or taking a medication, you have to learn to push jobs off of your physical body and on to your other bodies. Those bodies won’t be affected by drugs or medication, so your abilities won’t be dulled, and you’ll be able to interpret and direct your magic correctly.
If you’re not taking meds right now but you want to practice this, one way is to work on it the next time you get a little drunk. You’ll still have your reflexes impaired and your speech may slur, but you should be able to keep your wits about you, think straight, and not lose your inhibitions. The trick is to have one of your other bodies, like your astral or mental body, take over the thinking work.
Another way to practice is to work with altered states. Practicing meditation will help. Practicing lucid dreaming will help.
Honestly though, once you start taking a medication at the same dosage consistently for a while, you’ll almost certainly start to develop the ability to push off work to the other bodies, and you’ll probably be back to your old magical self in no time. It’ll probably take about 2 months to be 100%.
But how does that make me a stronger magician?
The condition of your physical body is going to have a direct impact on how well you can do magic, especially when you’re doing magic that’s partially reliant on your physical body. Unfortunately age is only going to wear down your physical body, and things are going to get worse as you get older. However if something’s wrong with your physical body and it can be treated with medication, treating the issue and becoming healthier will make you a stronger magician.
Mental health issues can be even worse. Things like anxiety disorders and depression originate in your physical body, but they can impact your other bodies as well. Unwanted emotions and negative thought patterns can very easily seep into your magic and completely disrupt what you’re trying to do, even if you’re not using your physical body to do it.
If medication helps you balance your emotions and control them, it will put you in a position where you’ll be a much better magician.
If you have more severe mental health issues, specifically ones that cause hallucinations or delusions, you’re probably much more capable of having a genuine spiritual experience. However those kinds of mental health issues can make it very difficult to interpret exactly what is happening spiritually, or even if it is a genuine spiritual experience, let alone control it. They also make you much more likely to develop self-destructive beliefs and fall into spiritual pitfalls that will ultimately hinder your growth, even you do have a lot of early success.
Being on a treatment plan, which may involve medication, can give you a foundation that will help you better interpret what is happening spiritually and understand its deeper meaning so you can grow as a magician.
What about spiritual drug use?
Spiritual drug use is semi-related to this, so I might as well go over it.
To start, most people who use drugs for spiritual reasons are actually doing drugs for recreational reasons. Acid and shrooms are fun to do. Salvia and peyote sound cool and in some places in the US they’re legal. If you want to do drugs because they’re fun and cool, or they seem like they might be fun and cool, then just do them for that reason. If you want to be a magician, at least be self aware enough to admit to yourself why you’re doing drugs and don’t believe your own bullshit about it being a spiritual experience.
The thing certain drugs are best at is opening you up to have a spiritual experience. If you’ve been doing magic for a while you already know how to open yourself up and have a spiritual experience. You already know how to induce an altered state for spiritual purposes without using drugs. The folks who will benefit the most from taking drugs to open themselves up spiritually are also the people who are least likely to seek out drugs for spiritual purposes. If everything works out just right, an acid trip can turn a devout atheist into an ardent believer of metaphysics. It can be the push they need to start their spiritual journey. Also if everything works out just right, an acid trip can turn an ardent believer of metaphysics into an ardent believer of metaphysics that’s also tripping on acid.
The problem with these drugs is that they’re opening you up to a metaphysical experience, but they’re also hindering your ability to do magic and properly interpret that experience. It’s great for helping you start your spiritual journey, but after that it’s not going to be very useful.
If you really want to get the full spiritual effect for experienced magicians, you essentially have to do the same thing you would do if you were taking meds. You have to train yourself to push off jobs on to your other bodies so you’re with it enough to fully interpret what’s happening. That’s a lot more difficult than with meds, in part because you probably don’t want to do something like acid every day for months to get good at doing magic while under the influence, and I would recommend against doing something like that.
You can train yourself without doing it every day, but it will be more difficult, and with drugs as powerful as the ones we’re talking about, you’re probably going to have to do them a whole lot before you get really good at it.
It would honestly be much easier to work with things like meditation, trance, astral projection, and lucid dreaming to learn how to induce altered states in yourself and have spiritual experiences without using powerful psychedelics, and it would be much easier on your body and mind.
Going back to taking meds and being a magician, there are a lot of spiritual benefits to taking the meds you need under the supervision of a doctor so you can be physically and mentally healthy. The spiritual drawbacks to taking your meds can be mitigated with a small amount of work and in a relatively short amount of time.
There are valid reasons for not taking your meds. The side-effects might not be worth it for you, they might not be effective for you, or you might think that you will benefit more from a different kind of treatment that doesn’t involve medication. If you’re in the US, you may not be able to afford the medication you need. However there aren’t valid spiritual reasons for not taking your meds. The cost vs benefits in regards to spirituality are heavily weighted towards taking your meds.
Since I started this blog 14 years ago, the community has changed, both online and in real life. Young people don’t look up to their elders as much anymore, and quite a few of them are terribly disrespectful. A lot of them don’t want to spend hours reading about magic, they don’t want to be told what to do, they don’t care about gaining their ranks in a spiritual system, they don’t want to ‘bend a knee’ to more experienced adepts, they don’t want to learn the ‘boring but necessary’ prerequisite magic that’s needed before doing more interesting workings, and in a lot of ways they don’t want to put in the time and do the work to be magicians.
That’s so fucking awesome!!! I’m ecstatic about the current cultural shift we’re experiencing in the magical community. Young people today are much more apt to just jump in and do practical work than magicians my age were. They’re far more likely to tell the established community leaders to go fuck themselves and then define their own spirituality. Things are far from perfect right now, but the community is heading into a direction that makes me optimistic and hopeful about its future.
Also a lot of the late 90s hype around Chaos Magick is finally starting to die down, and that makes me happy too.
The core tenets of spirituality that I believe, that I’ve always tried to stress on my blog, are a lot more palatable today then they were when I started this blog.
Magic can be fun, it doesn’t have to be work.
Spirituality, at its core, is about growth and change.
Magic is all about empowerment, so if you want to be a magician, you shouldn’t willingly give up your autonomy for a promise of false power.
Spirituality is for everyone.
All of us have spiritual gifts.
Each of us has our own unique spiritual path.
People who don’t practice magic don’t know what the fuck they’re talking about in regards to spirituality and magic no matter how learned they are and aren’t worth listening to.
The only requirement to be a magician is to practice magic, and if you want to be a magician you should start practicing magic right now.
The only requirement to be an adept is to feel empowered enough to believe that you are an adept.
The only requirement to be an elder is to be so old that stupid people think the things you say are important because they confuse age with wisdom.
Secret information and secret societies are for people who wished they were cool in high school and never matured past that phase of their life.
If you think you’re ready to do magic, you are, and you should start doing it right away.
If you don’t think you’re ready to do magic, you’re wrong, and you should start doing it right away.
You may have noticed I haven’t posted much here in the last few years. I’m lazy, and there’s usually something I’ll enjoy doing more, but for the most part I haven’t had a whole lot to say in the last few years. The point of this blog was to put up some good introductory information with some theory and a focus on helping people do practical work.
For the most part, I’ve already given out all of the introductory material I’m qualified to teach, and I don’t see the point in repeating the same information. People can just read the archives. I could go into more intermediate and advanced subjects, but at that point spirituality becomes much less universal and much more personal. That’s the sort of spirituality you should be discovering for yourself, or working one-on-one with a mentor who can help you find what you need to advance on your spiritual path.
I also don’t want to make this a blog about my thoughts and feelings, my personal spiritual journey, how my day was, how cute my dog is, or my pseudo philosophical views on life, the universe, and everything, no matter how profound I think they may be or how intellectual they’ll make me seem. I’ve always tried to keep a good content to noise ratio on this blog so that the folks who arrive here easily find a lot of good information without having to wade through a bunch of crap to get to it.
However I’m not ending this blog, at least not just yet. For the record I’ve quit this blog over a hundred times, sometimes for minutes, sometimes for years. I’ve never put up the standard ‘I quit’ post I see on other blogs. I really don’t want the lot of you running to the comments to tell me how great this blog is and how much it means to you and beg me not to go. I don’t want the embarrassment of putting up an ‘I’m back!’ post eight hours later when I change my mind. There will always be reasons I want to quit this blog, and there will always be articles I want to write. In my mind whenever I’m not typing an article, this blog is on hiatus. If I don’t want to work on it, I won’t. When I have something I want to put up here, I will.
That said, I’m going to be revising this blog and adding to it in the near future, and keep in mind with the amount of discipline I’ve shown maintaining this blog, near future may mean decades from now. This is my outline of where things are going next:
Phase 1: I’m going to go through all the old articles and revise them. Most of what I want to do is fix grammar and spelling errors I should’ve corrected a long time ago. I may remove some sections, or entire articles, that I think are confusing, redundant, or just plain wrong. For the most part, I want to keep the articles intact as they are. I’ve grown as a magician and learned a lot. I know there are some errors and omissions in the old articles, but I don’t want to fix them. I’m not infallible, you shouldn’t expect me to be, and I can’t think of a better way to make that point than to tell you some of what I’ve written is wrong, and if you think I’m mistaken about something, there’s a good chance you’re right.
I’m also planning to put up some new articles. I want to finish some of the series I started then never continued. I also have some ideas for new articles that cover material I haven’t gone over yet.
Lastly I maybe want to work some more on the glossary. In my eyes it’s always been incomplete, and I see it as valuable even though I know nobody uses it.
Phase 2: Once I have everything revised, and I’ve written all the remaining articles I think I have left in me, I’m going to collect all of the posts on this blog I think are important and put them together in a single digital collection. This will be free to download, and free to share. It’s one way that I hope to preserve the information on this blog, and also organize it in a way that makes it easier for people to find the information they want.
I’m not planning on taking this blog down though. I’ve never bought a domain or used a paid server because keeping it on a free WordPress site seemed like the best way to ensure that the information remained up on the internet for whoever wants even if I’m not actively maintaining it.
Once I release the digital collection, that will probably mean there will be no new articles posted on this blog.
Phase 3: I have agreed to write a series of five books. These books are a combination of channeled information, my interpretation of it, and things that I know. It is the culmination of my magical practices, knowledge, and teachings, at least insofar as my public persona is concerned. The first book is 80% done and the second book is 95% done. The remainder are less done. When these books are ready I will be releasing them digitally as free downloads that are also free to share. If you are a fan of this blog, or you’ve found the information here useful, or you’re looking for spiritual information, then I’d urge you to please read through at least the first book and see if it resonates with you when it’s released.
As always, I’m not in the business of selling spirituality, and I will never charge or ask for money or donations for spiritual information or teachings, and none of my spiritual work will ever be monetized.
I’m not sure where I’ll be spiritually or what I’ll do following phase 3, but there’s a possibility that I won’t continue being an active part of the community so folks can freely interpret what I’ve written without my interference.
My wife has also expressed an interest in putting some stuff out there, and I’ve told here that she can use this blog if she wants to. She has different gifts and a different perspective on magic than me. If she does decide to eventually post here, I’ll make sure she has her own author account so you can tell who wrote which article.
I started this blog over eleven years ago now, and in that time I’ve changed quite a bit. Reading through old posts some of it is really insightful, and some of it I’ve completely changed my mind on.
My magickal interests have evolved and changed as well. When I started writing this blog, ritual work was pretty new to me and I was really into figuring that out and also the Tree of Life and how things fit into it. Now I’m more interested in the more intimate details of the universe, like exactly what gods are, and how they’re structured, and how they’re created, and what their boundaries are and why they even exist. I’m also looking into other power conduits that don’t fit into the typical classifications that are out there. 10 years from now I’m sure I’ll be onto something else.
Every time I’ve started to finally grasp a subject and unlocked some deep mystery of it, it’s only led me to discover more paths, more mysteries, and more things that I know nothing about. My spiritual practice and what I’m interested in looks nothing like it did 11 years ago.
I also used to be really into going to spiritual groups, public rituals, posting on my blog, and following the magick blogosphere. Now I give fuck all about the community, offline or on, and most of my external work is done through one on one teaching.
My life is very different too. I can literally fit in my pockets all the things I own that I owned when I started this blog. My PS2 has been traded up to a PS4, and I even flirted with a Microsoft system in the middle. I’m married, I’ve moved halfway across the world, I’ve switched careers several times, and I have a new dog that I pretend is my child so I don’t have to have children.
I’m also getting sort of old. As a younger magician, I used to have to lie about my age in the online community to get any sort of respect, but now I’m just respected because of my years, and I’m about a decade shy of insta-eldership. I’m already older than just about all the community leaders I knew when I started blogging.
The point is, I’ve changed quite a bit, and my practice has also changed. On the other hand when I go back into the community, online or off, whether we’re talking Pagans or Ceremonialists or whatever, it’s the same as it was when I first noticed it about twenty years ago. Pretty sure it’s the same as it was 60 years ago, but I’m not old enough to remember that. I seriously have Pagan friends who put up websites in the past few years that were programmed in pure HTML without even a stylesheet, full of animated gifs, randomly placed links, and sometimes a menu in a frame off to the side. They looked like 90s webpages, and I forgot what 90s webpages looked like until I saw these things, because I hadn’t seen one in over a decade.
Back in the 50s and 60s Paganism was at the height of feminism. 60 years later and the world has progressed quite a bit, but Paganism is still in the same place it was back then. For example, consent culture is a thing now, and we’re not completely there yet, but we’re getting there. But I can’t go to a Pagan meetup without hearing some single guy complain about how he can’t be spontaneous and romantic if he has to outright ask before he does stuff to a woman (here’s a tip on romance, not raping people is super romantic).
In the 80s it was really something to even be having that discussion regardless of what side of it you were on. Seriously, watch some 80s films. Family friendly kitsch movie Adventures in Babysitting has a scene where a teenage girl passes out in the backseat of a car after a rough and frightening day, and a teenage boy gropes her because that’s funny and family appropriate entertainment. Watch Revenge of the Nerds. It’s at the forefront of the geek is cool counterculture, and pretty much just another take on the basic premise of Animal House, except it’s a lot more rapey, and a lot less self aware of how rapey it is than Animal house.
A lot of the magicians I know grew up in the 80s and 90s like I did. And growing up a lot of stuff that’s now sexual assault was just distasteful back then, and a fact of life you had to deal with if you were a woman. Instead of seeing this as a positive step forward, they want things to go back to the way they were when they were young. They probably want it to go back even further back than that, because when they were young they were looking up to old guys wanting things to go back to the way it was in the 50s and 60s. Now they do that to the young magicians, and the circle is complete.
That’s why I’ve lost so many friends in the community because they’re fervent Trump supporters. I don’t mean they’re Republicans, or that they were really voting against four more years with a Democratic president, or that they’re rich businessmen or Russian sleeper agents who had a personal interest in a Trump presidency. They actually feel that Trump’s message resonates with them, to the point that I’ve seen some self identified Pagans go so far as to share stuff on Facebook that is fundamentalist Christian Satanic scare stuff that could’ve been made in the 80s.
As an aside, 11 years ago I decided that I didn’t want to discuss politics on this blog, because I didn’t see the point of it. I’m breaking that now because Donald Trump is a racist, misogynist, xenophobe, homophobe, that’s completely self serving. Plus he’s an idiot, and I hate idiots. He is a disgusting human being, and one of the worst things that has ever happened to my country. Just this week he failed to condemn Nazis, and even in the 80s we knew Nazis were bad.
The reason why Trump resonates with these people is because they desperately want to throw away all of the progress we’ve made in the last 35 years and have things go back to the way they were in the 80s. The majority of Trump’s message is just, “Let’s bring back the early 80s.”
If you look at the way these guys practice magick, it’s also the same as it was when they were in their 20s. When these guys were young, they had a lot of potential, they were learning new things, and they were developing as magicians. Then they developed a bit, they became powerful and knowledgeable, and they knew how to do some really cool magickal things.
A few decades later and they’re only as knowledgeable and powerful as they were back then, and they’re doing the same really cool magickal things. It still leaves the newbs in awe, but if you’ve known them all this time, you realize they’ve gone twenty or thirty years without developing. They got to a respectable point, and then they stopped.
That’s what the community has become, stagnation. It’s a bunch of groups and religions that are old and out of date. It’s a bunch of people who only got so far, and then stopped because they reached some low hanging bar, and now desperately yearn for the time of their youth when things still made sense to them.
When Chaos Magick was new, when Paganism was new, when Thelema was new, when the Golden Dawn was new, these movements were on the fringes of society because they were so socially progressive and so ahead of their time. Now these groups are moving back into the fringes not because they’ve evolved and remained progressive, but because society has progressed forward beyond them and they’ve stayed behind.
At the end of the day, once you take away all of the fancy dressings and all of the pretentious intellectual philosophy about what it is, all spirituality is, is growth, and part of growth is change. The end goal of spirituality is for a person to finally achieve their full potential, and it’s a process that can take tens of thousands of lifetimes to happen. Magick is the cheat code or the lifehack to spirituality. It lets us speed up our progression so we can get to the end faster, and for most it’s essential to getting through the final parts as well.
So when you cling to the past and rage against the progress of society, when you let yourself become culturally irrelevant in the modern era, when you stop learning new things, when you stop growing and advancing along your spiritual path, when your magickal practice is no longer a work in progress but just the stuff you already know, or when you fear change and want things to remain the same or go back to the way they were, you’ve failed yourself spiritually.
If you’ve been doing the same magick for forty years and know so much you haven’t needed to learn anything new in over a decade, you’re not an elder, you’re just old, and you might as well be dead. The newb kids you preach to are already much better magicians than you, because they at least might make something of themselves.
And if you’re young and new to magick, don’t be too intimidated by the older more experienced folks, and be suspect of anything they tell you. The majority of them lost their spiritual way long ago.
This is mostly just insane ramblings, but the point I’m trying to make is, if you’re not growing, not learning, or not changing (and I mean that culturally, intellectually, socially, spiritually, ect), and are instead stuck in the past, then you’re no longer a magician. Whatever you’re practicing, it isn’t magick. We need to make sure that we’re always moving forward, embracing the modern era and the new chapters of our lives, continuing to push ourselves spiritually, and constantly progressing towards our full potential.
Magic is not static, it’s fluid and changes as it weaves its way through time and technology and society. During the Trojan war, magic was very different from what we know now. Society was different, culture was different, and the world was a different place. Magic is really just spirituality, or at least an aspect of it, and across the world spirituality, its practice, and the culture surrounding it were very different things back then. The oldest religions still practiced today were first formed hundreds of years after Troy (although some may have roots that stretch back nearly as far), and the modern interpretation of those religions is very different from their origins.
The world was a different place then, with a different spirituality, and right now the world is again changing. We’re entering a new age, and spirituality is becoming something very different. In the last few hundred years technology has changed the way we view spirituality, and what we, as practitioners, are exposed to.
When the Golden Dawn was formed at the end of the 19th century books about magic were hard to find. Finding a book with even a shred of good information was a godsend. Serious magicians might have libraries of dozens of books, if they were lucky and well to do. A book that a seller in France might constantly mark down because he couldn’t sell it might be highly sought after, and over priced, in the United States. And if you did find a book, there’s a pretty good chance you’d have to sit there and try to translate it from German, or French, or Hebrew, or whatever other language it happened to be written in with little more than some basic phrases and a something to English dictionary.
Not a hundred and fifty years later, and most of these sought after books are available for free and in English on websites across the internet. There’s now more occult/magic/new age/ect books published than people want to buy (and I suspect there’s more published than even people who want to read them). There are really good professional grade translations done of most of the major occult works, and not just ones done by interested magicians that kind of understood the language like in the past, but ones done by professional translators who have a deep understanding of the language and the culture surrounding the work when it was written. Also I suspect about 70-90 percent of the people reading this have at least a gigabyte of illegally downloaded books on their computer.
In a lot of ways technology is great. It is going to make our magic stronger and better and more versatile. I can search the web for a pic of a god, put it up on my laptop, and make an instant portable altar to any entity I want in a few minutes or less. I can store thousands of pages worth of information on herbs on a phone I keep in my pocket, and use a search function to instantly and easily find the parts of the information I need. Magic is changing because of technology, and in a good way.
Then there’s the technomage. Or whatever the modern term is. Technomage is a term I know some guy was using over a decade ago, but it’s one of many terms I’ve seen used to describe a certain mentality and idealism about magic.
Before I go further, you don’t need magical tools to do magic. Anything that can be done using some tool or another can be done without it. Used correctly though tools enhance what you’re able to do, and they help amplify and direct your power. Any good magician can do magic just fine totally bereft of tools, but any good magician is also going to realize how much easier magic can be with the proper tools.
As an example, I’m still young and fit enough to walk ten miles while carrying fifty pounds. But it’s a lot easier for me to just throw that stuff in the back of my car and drive where I want to go.
Proper tools are, well, powerful tools in magic. In the hands of a magician, a wand is a very powerful device, even more so if it’s been properly blessed or enchanted. The pencil you’re using, however, is not a wand. You may be able to move some energy through the wood like a person does with a wand, but you won’t get anywhere near the same effect.
Different kinds of wands, made out of different kinds of wood, feel different, because the wood adds something to a wand. When buying a wand one should be careful to get one made from a type of wand that meets the wants of the practitioner. With a pencil the wood is cheap, and it’s also hollowed out and filled with graphite or lead. It’s a design that makes a poor wand to begin with. The pencil is also something you’re using because you don’t want to go through the cost or effort of buying a real magic wand. If that’s the way you think about your tools, and the sort of respect and investment you’re willing to put into your spirituality, your magic will reflect that.
Incense is a powerful (and cheap) tool. It can change energy, alter your state of mind, and help with visualization, among other things. A can of febreeze, however, is not incense. You’re not going to get any of the benefits of incense by spraying an aerosol all over the room.
Woods have specific energies, stones have specific energies, and metals have specific energies, and many items, such as swords and cauldrons, have specific symbolisms and important non-spiritual uses that are reflected in their magical roles.
Magic isn’t dogma. Spells and rituals can be modified to meet the circumstances of the practitioner or even created from scratch, and proper substitutions can often times be made if a person understands how magical tools work and what their purpose and role in a spell or ritual is. And as I stated earlier, if you can’t find a particular tool, you can always do magic without it, you just have to be a more capable magician.
But a proper substitution isn’t finding something that vaguely resembles (either in form or purpose) what you’re supposed to be using.
A good wand, or knife, or crystal ball, or cauldron, or bell is usually really special to a practitioner, because it is a really powerful tool, and if you’ve never played with a proper magical tool, you really can’t fathom how much of a difference having a proper one makes.
Even something as simple and cheap as a candle is sometimes replaced by certain people with a light bulb, because it’s too much effort or responsibility for them to watch a small controlled fire for a few hours while it burns.
Using a pencil in place of a wand is about the same as turning on a lamp as opposed to using a real candle in your candle magic. If you’ve done any real candle magic, you probably have a good idea how much weaker or more difficult the spell would be if you used a desk lamp instead. That’s what happens when you don’t use a proper wand or sword.
If you’re the type that uses a light bulb for candle magic, I can tell you why your spells don’t work as well as you’d like. Spend a dollar and an evening and try doing a spell with a real candle. In the morning you’ll agree with me.
For those not in the know, otherkin are people who are reincarnations of past lives that were non-human, usually also defined as a species not thought to be native to earth, although Angelkin are included in this definition even though they are native to earth. Among otherkin the most popular claims are Angelkin, Faekin, Demonkin, Elfkin, and Dragonkin, in that order. Relative to the population, otherkin are relatively rare. Still you put seven billion people on a planet, you’re going to end up with a sizeable chunk of otherkin, and they’re going to be more predisposed to alternate spiritualities, so if you’re active in the community, you have a good chance of meeting one. Still the vast majority of people in the community, even among adepts or spiritual masters, are human through and through.
A large amount of people do claim to be otherkin though. Although a few might be outright liars, most are just troubled people who wanted it to be true so badly that they convinced themselves that it was. Being otherkin feeds a fantasy of escape from their mundane and sometimes difficult lives, it let’s them feel special (without having actually earned that specialness), and it justifies why life hasn’t worked out so well for them. It’s a variation of the theme where people have convinced themselves they have major psychological disorders like autism or a learning disability despite never being diagnosed as such. Just like those disorders, real otherkin often find themselves faced with major issues in their life because of what they are, especially in terms of socialization and fitting in with normal society, because they’re operating with an (at least partially) alien logic, alien emotional spectrum, and alien energy. Schizophrenics also operate on an alien logic. Sociopaths operate on an alien emotional spectrum. Those groups also have issues with socialization and fitting into society.
The main point of this series of articles is to give some tips on how to tell the real otherkin from the fake ones. Maybe, also, someone who identifies otherkin will give this a read through and finally find the proof they needed, or more likely take a long look at how they identify themselves and the fact that maybe they were mistaken. I’ll definitely go over Angelkin and Faekin, since I understand these species and their kin very well, and am always able to spot them immediately. I’m not as well versed in Dragons and Elves, and mainly rely on the energy and what I do understand of the logic to identify them, but I may eventually give them a try. Demons are not worth doing, because if someone claims to be a Demonkin they are almost certainly faking. Demonkin are extraordinarily rare, so much so that I’m unsure if there’s even one on the planet. Impkin exist, and almost always identify themselves as Demonkin, but even those are very rare even among otherkin.
To start, here are a few tips to tell which are real that is pretty much universal among otherkin. Do remember though that everyone is different, and all otherkin also possess a human aspect which is 100% normal human when taken by itself, so none of these rules are hard and fast, just guidelines. The energy never lies though.
1. Possesses a non-human energy signature – If you meet a Demon, an Angel, a Fae, whatever, you can always tell that these things are what they are by their energy signature. There’s a specific kind of energy that all Angels emit, and there’s one for all Fae too, and for everything else. Even animals have specific energy signatures that are unique to their species. Otherkin always retain some aspect of their former self and so they always emit the energy signature of their previous species to some degree, some so powerfully they can easily be mistaken for what they were instead of what they are. The energy signature is very difficult to fake, and most things and people that can won’t bother, and are generally self-aware enough to know for sure whether or not they’re an otherkin. The very best way to identify an otherkin is by their energy signature. If you know the energy signature of the species well enough, you can always tell for sure if they are the real thing or not.
2. Possesses a non-human logic – In addition to the energy signature, otherkin also possess a non-human logical base. They don’t think like normal people do, and they don’t understand the world in the same way. This is why, to a lot of people at least, spirits of the same species seem an awful lot alike. Within their species they have personalities as varied as humans, but we’re largely drawn to the part of them that is the most different from us, and the most difficult for us to understand. If you understand the logic of a species, you can usually identify whether or not someone is otherkin by the way they interpret that logic. Very few fake Angelkin are able to get their logic right. Even though Fae seem a lot simpler to understand to me, I’ve never seen fake Faekin that got it right.
Logic isn’t foolproof though. If someone understands a certain type of spirit, and they’ve spent a large amount of time with that type of spirit, and they’re fairly intelligent they can sometimes fake it. Otherkin are also part human, and that human part may be suppressing the otherkin part, or they may have just figured out how to hide it very well. This is especially true after they’ve been incarnated many times over as human. Also this is the sort of thing that extensive therapy and medication can sometimes normalize. So an otherkin may not show the logic, because they happen to have a good therapist or psychiatrist.
3. Has trouble socializing and fitting in – Real otherkin often times find it difficult to socialize, to have relationships with friends, and to do things like get along in school or hold down a job. It’s often difficult for them to understand the world and how it operates, and what is expected of them in order to fit in. This isn’t a hard rule, some are very well adjusted, especially after many incarnations. This is also usually true of fake otherkin, because the kind of person who is drawn towards believing they’re otherkin probably has some of these same issues.
4. Doesn’t long to go home – Just about any fake otherkin will talk, at length, about how they’re eventually going to go back to their home world where they belong in some future incarnation. That’s part of the escapist fantasy that leads non-otherkin to self identify as such. Very few real otherkin will ever mention going home. Usually by the time most are spiritually advanced enough to realize what they are, they’re spiritually advanced enough to realize they are never going home.
Otherkin aren’t some sort of spiritual astronauts exploring other realms. Things don’t normally go incarnate on different worlds. If something jumps worlds and species like that, there’s usually a pretty good reason for it, one that didn’t leave them any other alternative. Either they could not stay where they were from, or their previous species failed to provide them with something they spiritually needed. In any case their spiritual path lies ahead of them, and their current incarnation is a spiritual growth for them. They should be going forward, not back to what they were.
If you look at past lives, even fake ones, people don’t want to go back to who they were. Out of all the people who claim to have been Cleopatra in a past life, none of them want to be Cleopatra again after they die. There’s a reason for that. It doesn’t make sense that actual otherkin would want to go back to their past selves. People don’t think, or grow, like that.
So let’s get into some specifics that only apply to Angelkin that will help you identify one:
1. An Angelkin will never found or attend an Angelkin group – Angels don’t enjoy each other’s company. Angels don’t have the normal human spectrum of emotions. Many emotions that are common among humans are never felt by angels, and Angels feel a wide variety of emotions that, under normal circumstances, humans never will. One of these emotions triggers when an Angel is in close proximity to another Angel, and it’s best described as an overwhelming urge to beat the crap out of the other Angel. The same way humans can suppress their emotions instead of acting on them, an Angel can suppress this emotion, but it’s very uncomfortable for them to do so. Because of this, Angels don’t like to be around each other. The emotion is triggered by Angelic energy, which Angelkin also possess. Angelkin will feel this same emotion, just like Angels do.
So for a real Angelkin, to be around others of their kind is a very uncomfortable situation, and a sort of personal hell. It’s not something they would willing do unless they had to, or it served some important purpose or helped them reach some goal. They wouldn’t do it just to connect with others like them, and maybe have a few laughs.
So anytime you see an Angelkin group, whether its online or an actual meet-up, every single person in that group is not an Angelkin.
2. An Angelkin will not evoke Angels, usually – There’s a lot of magic out there that involves Angel evocations. Protective circles and banishing rituals commonly make use of Angels. You can also straight up evoke them if you want, just like a demon or anything else. Some fake Angelkin will take to owning their Angel aspects and constantly evoke Angels in their magic, just to prove how Angelific they are.
Actual Angelkin will usually go out of their way not to evoke Angels. There are of course exceptions. In a dire emergency it might be worth it to evoke an Angel. And sometimes a person might actually need to speak to a specific Angel, especially if they have a past life history with that Angel. But under normal circumstances, an Angelkin won’t be evoking Angels, and will usually modify any magic to remove Angelic evocations.
Of course there’s the reason above, that Angels don’t like each other and don’t want to be around each other, and this extends to Angelkin. Also, for the same reason, when an Angelkin just evokes an Angel for no good reason, there’s a good chance they’ll end up in a fight. Not only are Angels compelled to beat the crap out of each other, it’s part of how they socially interact with each other.
There’s a more important reason why Angelkin don’t like evoking Angels too. Angels don’t like Angelkin. I don’t mean emotionally, but on a cultural level. Angels are proud of what they are. They’re proud of what they do and their place in the universe, and see themselves as fulfilling an essential role. For an Angel, dismissing that role and not doing what you’re supposed to do is one of the most vile and disgusting acts imaginable. Angelkin got to be Angelkin by not being Angels anymore, and Angels will usually despise them for it.
So if an Angelkin isn’t getting the crap beat out of them, they’re getting some lecture about what a worthless piece of shit they are and how they’ve made horrible decisions and how they really should go back to being what they were.
So for them it’s like every conversation you’ll have with your parents after you’ve dropped out of college.
3. An Angelkin won’t normally announce themselves – If an Angelkin tells you they’re an Angelkin, most likely they’ve identified you an Angel or Angelkin, they’re threatening you, or they’ve developed a very close and intimate relationship with you. Otherwise they probably won’t bring it up, and may even attempt to hide it if asked directly. They may claim to not be otherkin, or not know what kind of otherkin they are, or just plain not want to talk about what kind of otherkin they are.
As stated, Angels are very proud of what they are. No matter what sort of situation led an Angelkin to stop being an Angel, one of two thing is true. Either they’re no longer proud of what they were, or they’re ashamed of what they’ve become.
Of course that’s a simplification. An Angelkin may be going through all sorts of emotions trying to figure out their place in the universe, if not being an Angel is right or wrong, and there may be both elements of being an Angel and elements of being an Angelkin that they’re proud of, and that they’re ashamed of.
However the whole thing is typically a very personal ordeal and full of strong emotions, some of them very negative and directed at themselves, and so it isn’t the sort of thing that most people just go around announcing. For example, it would be very unlikely that an Angelkin would stand up at an otherkin meetup full of strangers and say their name and that they identify as Angelkin.
Gandalf (not his real name): Hi, my name is Gandalf, and I’m an Angelkin. In my past life, I served the god Zeus.
Group: Hi Gandalf.
Lord Fuzzlebottom: Hi, I’m Lord Fuzzlebottom, and I’m an alcoholic.
Group Leader: C’mon people, let’s stop with that joke. It got old like ten meetups ago.
Of course, there are reasons why an Angelkin might just announce themselves. It’s common for Angels to announce exactly what they are prior to an attack. It’s part of how they threaten and intimidate. The cultural aspect may carry over to Angelkin, and they may be announcing themselves before they even realize what they’re doing, or might not even care when they’re thrown into battle and start regressing aspects of their past self. Likewise it would be a show of respect, a common courtesy, not to hide what they are from other Angels, including Angelkin.
4. An Angelkin never served – A lot of fake Angelkin will tell you how they served under a certain god. The main source of Angel mythology is Christian mythology, which paints a picture of Angels serving under the Hebrew god and Jesus. Some supposed Angelkin may consider themselves Christian angels, where as those with a more Pagan leaning may just suppose that every deity has Angels, and that Angels serve deities, so they pick a cool deity they like to have served under.
Any Angelkin who says they’ve served under a god is not a real Angelkin.
If there is a manual out there about being an angel, the sort of thing that every angel has to read to know how to act and behave, the very first line of the very first page is going to have in giant bold letter the sentence, “Angels do not serve.”
Angels do not serve anything. Not people, not Gods, not Demons, not other Angels, not Satan (even if they are ‘fallen’), not Jesus, not institutions, not spirits, not religions. Angels do not serve.
The specifics delve deeply into Angelic culture, logic, and their emotional base, so much so it would be difficult to go into it. The gist is that Angels believe very strongly in certain ideals, and they also believe themselves to be incorruptible, and at least in regard to serving their ideals perfect. To some degree there is truth. You can not bargain with an Angel, reason with it, it won’t compromise, there’s nothing it can be tempted with, and you can’t coerce it with threats. Even if you’re vastly more powerful than an Angel, if you attempt to beat the crap out of it to get it to do what you want it will just keep fighting you until you finally kill it.
From an Angel’s point of view, they are perfect in serving their ideals. Gods, by definition, are imperfect, and even if they weren’t, there’s no reason why they would necessarily follow the ideals of Angels. Therefor Gods aren’t to be trusted as commanders. Angels need only trust in themselves to know the right thing to do. They don’t need to be told what to do by a superior.
Angels won’t even serve other Angels. Part of that is because an Angel may have been corrupted, and Angels can only know that they themselves haven’t been corrupted, not others, so they will only trust themselves. Plus, even among uncorrupted Angels, there are differences of opinions at time, and Angels don’t compromise.
Granted there is a lot of collusion between the Hebrew god, Jesus, and certain angels. This is largely a matter of these parties working towards the same goals. Angels are more than willing to do what you want them to do, so long as its also what they want to do. They also aren’t going to be very upset about not getting the credit for their actions, or the fact that they’re labeled as servants (so long as that doesn’t hurt their overall goals). As said, they have a different emotional base.
However the whole relationship between Angels and Christianity is far more complex, but not something worth getting into.
5. An Angelkin will understand the hierarchy and how its used – The hierarchy is one thing about Angels an awful lot of people have heard about. It’s something we know about because certain ancient magicians got this information from spirits they conversed with. However they may not of really understood the information, so they may not have explained it well, so now we have fake Angelkin just throwing it out there in ways that doesn’t make sense.
First off, this hierarchy thing isn’t a real hierarchy, not the way in which we understand that word. It isn’t like the rank of power in the European feudal system, or a chart of what rank commands what like in the military. It’s actually more like a family tree, except Angels don’t reproduce sexually, so it isn’t based on genetics.
There are actually two separate hierarchies. One of them, the main one, includes every Angel in the entire multiverse that has ever been, including former angels that have become kin. Actually when we say every Angel in the multiverse, we mean the ones that originated in the higher realms. There is a lower realm equivalent to Angels, however those aren’t quite exactly Angels. There are of course Angels that have ended up incarnated in the lower realms, but this will never happen to most Angels and kin. We’re getting off topic.
Anyways this hierarchy serves a few purposes. When two Angels meet, they introduce themselves by saying who they are and who is around them in the hierarchy. There are Angels above, Angels below, and there are lateral moves. The main point of this exercise is for the two Angels, if they are strangers, to start naming Angels in the hierarchy that they Know of until they find an Angel in common. This let’s them determine what their relationship is to each other, and more importantly in a situation who actually has dominion.
Angels do follow a complicated system of dominions where who is able to act is dependent on their position in the hierarchy. Placement in the hierarchy is power based (Angels determine their place by beating the crap out of each other to see who’s stronger), but ability to act is not. For example, an Archangel is extraordinarily powerful and holds a very large dominion over their planet. However in some situations a very small, weak, and mostly insignificant Angel may actually have dominion to act over the Archangel, simply because their lower position gives them dominion in that specific situation over a much higher positioned Angel. Getting off topic again.
An announcement of hierarchies is a common greeting among Angels, sort of like saying hello to each other. However even when Angels do know each other, they still announce hierarchies, because it’s a show of respect. Angels are proud of what they are, and by spouting off the hierarchy they’re announcing that they’ve identified someone else as an Angel, which to an Angel is the highest compliment they can pay someone.
Because of this some Angels will spout out the hierarchy to Angelkin. They do this as a general show of respect. Even though an Angel may disagree with an Angelkin and despise their choices, sometimes they may also have reasons to respect them. It’s very complicated to explain, but Angelic culture is largely based on respect and proper shows of respect, so it happens.
Real Angelkin generally won’t remember much of the hierarchy, if they remember any of it. It’s hard to regress specific things like that, and if they could regress it their puny human brains probably couldn’t memorize all that information. So a real Angelkin probably won’t be able to tell you much about their place in the hierarchy, or may only know a few general things about it.
If they’ve regressed the hierarchy at all though, they should know what it is and how it’s used. They won’t be claiming it works like a real hierarchy, or that it’s a simple tree.
Likewise an Angelkin, like an actual Angel, isn’t going to be spouting off information about the hierarchy to you. Angels only mention it (sometimes) to spirits and people that have a curiosity and want to know what it is, and they only ever spout it off to other Angels and sometimes Angelkin. There’s no reason for your dumbass to know their place in the hierarchy, and they won’t go over it with you anyways since its an undo show of respect if you’re not Angel or kin.
6. Angelkins are violent – Angels were built to be warriors. They are violent spirits. They’re one of the most violent things you’ll find outside of the lower realms. Angels were put in this universe to beat the crap out of things. That’s their nature.
Angelkin almost always retain this nature, at least to some degree. Angelkin are rarely pacifistic, and when they are they are going directly against their nature. It’s much more common to find Angelkin that think with their fists and rarely look for other non-violent solutions to problems.
An Angelkin that tells you that they were a peaceful Angel or some sort of healer is a faker. Even an Angelkin that’s struggling to be a pacifist and trying to find alternate solutions knows that as an Angel they beat the crap out of things and that’s what Angels do.
So it’s time for me to finally weigh in on Dungeons and Dragons, and its relationship to magic, and why so many people are utterly confused by how things actually work. I realize there’s a small contingent of people out there who assume that magic works, at least somewhat, like it’s presented in dungeons and dragons. No doubt some people are reading this article because they’ve just accidentally turned their best friend to stone and can’t figure out why doing the ritual backwards isn’t turning him back. This article isn’t for those people. Most of us know that magic doesn’t work like that.* If you haven’t figured that out, I’m not going to piss on your spiritual beliefs (good luck with that by the way), and I have no desire to make a magic is really this type article where I try to make my spirituality as Christian-like as possible so as to try to make it non-threatening to those people who would discriminate against me because I hold a different spiritual opinion which is constitutionally guaranteed to me anyways.
And, on a side note, if you want to tell me how much better things are in World of Darkness I will find you and punch you in the face at some point in the future. Since the 90’s I’ve been listening to certain Pagans prattle on about how realistically WOD represents magic and alternative spiritualities. I finally got a chance to skim through a couple books a few months back, and it is the laughably naive spiritual ideas of children who have just finished reading their first intro to Wicca book. Not only is the depiction of magic and spirituality completely made-up, but its grasp of actual mundane things which exist and are documented in the world are also laughable and naive, so much so that I can only assume they belong to tweens who have never been more than a few blocks from their home. Even assuming you could get Crips and Bloods to hang out together at a club, because vampires, there is no way you’d also have Punkers in that same club. These are counter-culture groups that have completely different cultures, and they also dance and listen to completely different kinds of music, and are sexually attracted to completely different types of people, all of the things you do at a club. This is why clubs are segregated by themes. And the only people who are going to go to a fucking vampire club are Goths and Pagans. These people are obviously too young to have ever visited a club or bar, or even to have listened to music that their parents found objectionable.
Okay, angry rant over, it’s time to get to the point. A lot of us come into magic thinking that it works kind of like DND, and if we ever decide it doesn’t, some of us become convinced that we’re going to make it work just like DND. Dungeons and Dragons has an insane amount of books. There are catalogs of every conceivable kind of monster you might run into. There are catalogs of spells, thousands upon thousands of spells, enough to cover just about any conceivable use for magic you might ever have or imagine. There are books covering every profession you might want to take, the going-ons and important organizations of every town, region, and country you might visit, every mythical race you might portray, and every plane of existence you could visit. There are books listing all of the pantheons of gods that exist and the gods in those pantheons. If you get into the fan works, there are even elaborate instructions to figure out the size of your penis, how that compares to others of your fantasy species, and how pleasured women will be by it.
We want magic, and spirituality, to be completely explainable in these rulebooks. It doesn’t matter if it’s a few dozen books like the bible, to ten thousand books, like in dungeons and dragons. We want to know that there’s a complete set, and once we’ve read it we’re done. And what a wonderful world that would be too. Imagine if there was a book of spells, even if it was in a few hundred volumes, and inside you had every spell and ritual conceivable listed in alphabetical order, and you could just look up what you needed to do that day. Imagine if there was a big book of gods where you could look up the descriptions and stats for every god in existence.
This isn’t just something we see in Dungeons and Dragons. Go watch an episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Notice they have a huge collection of books, and often times the answer to all their problems ends up being hidden in the footnote of some obscure text, and it’s just a matter of using library skills to find it. Hell, the success of Wikipedia is entirely due to humans having an innate need to collect all of the relevant information in existence and add it to a single database so it can be accessed as needed.
That innate instinct exists in our magical work as well. We’re always trying to get just one more, or one dozen more books to add to our collection to make it complete. We’ll scour used book stores looking for small run self-published books and hand written journals in the hopes that it will contain at least some small nugget of spiritual truth that will help us on our path, or at least add something new to our bookshelf. If you took all the information from every spiritual work ever written and combined it together you could probably get a thousand or so pages of useful information. However there’s probably at least 100,000 in print spiritual books in the English language (actually probably quite a bit more if we’re all inclusive). When people realize it isn’t enough, they’ll start publishing their own books, they’ll make lists of as of yet discovered demons and gods, they’ll even go so far as to try to make internet databases of spiritual things, like that demon database they had on Angel.
Unfortunately magic doesn’t work like Dungeons and Dragons, even though we so desperately want it to, and even though we seemed hard wired to work best within a system like that. For a couple of reasons, magic and true spirituality require experimentation and exploration. We are seekers of knowledge and truth heading into the unknown. That’s not the sort of universe we’re built to exist in though. We’re built to exist in a universe where everything is explained in a set of books, which can be read, remembered, looked up, and rules lawyered. That’s why people are naturally attracted towards closed dogmatic systems of spirituality. That’s why Christianity is so popular. That’s why as its gotten more popular, Wicca has embraced a more dogmatic system closed off to new developments, and also the reason why the more it embraces a system like that, the more popular it becomes. Copyright law is probably the only reason why there hasn’t been a council of Trent within the Wiccan religion to give us an authoritative set of Wiccan texts and interpretation of Wiccan spiritual dogma. In about a 100 years though it will probably have happened.
The first reason why this system doesn’t work is that there’s just too much to ever get an authoritative book about anything. Let’s take the gods as an example. How many god’s does dungeons and dragons have? That’s not rhetorical, I really don’t know. My main exposure to the gods of DND is playing the Krynn trilogy on PC back in the late 80s, and I’m pretty sure there’s more than just that. Official published gods maybe number in the hundreds or thousands. Add fan published works and maybe we can push the 10,000 marker, maybe.
How many actual gods are there? That’s hard to say. Looking on Wikipedia, there’s probably a few thousand gods listed in the Greek pantheon alone, which admittedly is a rather large pantheon. Remember though that this is just what has historically survived of the Greek pantheon. The actual list of ancient Greek works which still exist is rather sparse. There are meanwhile a couple thousand pantheons that do or have existed on Earth, at least ones that we know of from recorded history. We’re already looking at probably close to a hundred thousand gods, at least, which still have their names written down.
That’s just the gods we know about though. If you go looking around with magic, you’ll start finding gods that have never been written down, or at least you’ll find evidence of their existence. The vast majority of gods make no attempt to interact with humans on a personal level or let their names be known. What we see in history represents a small fraction of gods which have made themselves overly available to humans. It’s sort of like if the only humans you know of were celebrities.
So how many gods are there? Millions at least. Maybe billions. Maybe more than billions. I really don’t know, and honestly after millions it sort of leaves the realm of a number I can in any way manage.
But let’s just limit ourselves to human known gods. That’s maybe a hundred thousand. It wouldn’t be easy, but 100,000 gods is catalogable. Wikipedia did it. But go read those Wikipedia descriptions. A small number have long detailed articles. Some gods only have one or two line sentences describing them. Sometimes multiple gods are described in a single sentence. These descriptors a lot of times are sparse on actual spiritual information, and instead consist of archeological discoveries, roles in ancient fictions, and modern pop-culture appearances. To really learn about a god you’d need to explore that yourself.
So is that doable? I’ve tried doing it to a smaller extent, and although successful, it poses problems. To begin with, how many different, probably new, gods can you contact in a day. If you’ve only done it a few times one is probably enough to knock you on your ass. I can probably do a few dozen in a day if I really wanted to. That many gods is not a pleasant experience though. It’s strong energy, it’s exhausting to take it in, and different gods will conflict with each other. After four or five, you’re most definitely getting pretty sick from it. At about a dozen you’re going to be really sick. A few dozen will end very unpleasantly.
If you’re willing to make the sacrifice, how much information will you get? Confirmation on which gods are real and maybe two or three sentences worth, if you’re lucky. Doing that many gods at once isn’t going to give you much opportunity to explore them, and after a while you get sick and they start blending together.
Get it down to two to four gods and you’ll just being exhausting yourself instead of getting sick, and maybe have a paragraph or two each. At one god a day you’ll maybe get some good insight into that god. At this point you’re at one god a day, and how many thousands do you have? To really get to know a god though you have to contact them multiple times, probably over a period of at least a couple years. Realistically, in a span of five years, a truly dedicated person could reasonably put together a book of a hundred or so gods.
Mind you, that’s just gods. That’s not spells, or rituals, or the Kabbalah, or the Tarot, or types of spirits, or names of demons, or even alternate universes (of which there are most definitely so many I can’t express the number in the length of a blog post, or encyclopedia, even using exponential powers, and of course assuming that it isn’t an infinite number, which it most likely is).
Another problem is it takes a really long time to get good at this shit. Like most things in life, learning a spiritual discipline takes about five to ten years of dedicated practice (and I mean dedicated) before you’re good at it. It takes at least two to four times as long to become an expert at it. I don’t think anyone can really master anything.
That’d be fine if magic were a thing. It’s not. It’s thousands upon thousands of things. We have a finite amount of time in a day, and as an added catch if we completely dedicate ourselves to spiritual pursuits and only spiritual pursuits, we’ll actually mature spiritually much more slowly than if we spend the majority of our lives living our lives and keep our spirituality as a side hobby. So we have to pick and chose which things are important to us. Some things offer such great returns and are so universal to everybody they’re almost always recommended, like astral projection, energy work, and meditation. Other things are maybe not so useful, at least to everyone. Mediumship has a pretty nice payoff, but it’s not for everybody. Maybe you have better things to do with the next five years than learn how to read a natal chart. Personally I could care less whether or not Furries should be considered a kind of Otherkin, because there’s nothing in that sentence that interests me in anyway, and Furries are just plain weird anyways and I really don’t want anything to do with them.
This is also why you see so many magicians jumping from thing to thing all the time. This year they’re giving Yoga a whirl. Next year they’ll be into Voodoo rituals. After that they’ll be reading those Hindi texts. There’s so much cool and interesting stuff out there you have to jump around and take the spiritual equivalent of introductory courses in this stuff so you can get an idea if any of it is for you and if anything can be incorporated into your personal practice. What you decide to keep is the stuff you’re going to be dedicated to for the next five to ten years before you really start to get good at it.
This means it’s going to take a huge chunk of your life just to get to the point where you’re good at something. It’ll take an even bigger chunk to become an expert at it. Then you’re looking at putting twenty or so years of information into book form, which if you write fast you might be able to do it in five years, and it’ll be several volumes long no doubt. Then you’ve managed to cover one of several thousand (at least) different skills, and it’s only about as complete as a science textbook, because, as I said, you’ll never completely master anything.
And that still doesn’t mean what you’ve written is authoritative. I’m assuming you read and like my blog, because you’ve gotten this far down an article. At times though, I disagree spiritually with Mr Stenwick over at Augoeides and sometimes these disagreements even become public in our comment sections and blog posts. So if you’re looking for information we disagree about, which of us do you believe?
Obviously Mr Stenwick because he is a well educated and respectable magician, miles ahead of most everyone else on the blogosphere in terms of restraint and class, and he has managed to make fairly regular blog posts for a very long time. I post whenever the hell I feel like it, I incessantly talk about Batman, being Batman, my love of penguins, and my unrequited crush on Eliza Dushku even though those these things have nothing to do with spirituality, all while showing a general disdain for hard work, dedication to the craft, and spiritual people in general. But now suppose I was actually a respectable magician. Then who would you believe? That answer’s a lot harder now, isn’t it.
Most of the time you’ll find heated debates about the most simplest and universal of things if you look for them, like the basics of astral projection or how meditation is supposed to work. Even dismissing the realm of theory and only dealing with the personal experiences of famous magicians, you still end up with conflicting views about the nature of the universe and how it works. Even if everyone wrote down everything they figured out spiritually and everything that ever happened to them, and you could somehow access all of it, it still wouldn’t help you figure out who was right about what.
The only option left for the magician is a personal spiritual path, and personal spiritual exploration. There are guidelines that we can find. Sometimes a book will send us off in the right direction. Other times it may shave off a year or so of study by helping us build a foundation from which to start our own exploration of the subject. But its not like dungeons and dragons, and it never will be. There isn’t a book, or set of books that contains everything we need to know. There isn’t some dogma that will explain everything to us. We can’t rules lawyer our way into making the universe act a certain way, and we can’t win spiritual arguments by relying on the words of so called authoritative experts.
We aren’t seeking knowledge. In Dungeons and Dragons, you can buy every book TSR and Wizards of the Coast has ever published, and then you’ll know everything there is to know about Dungeons and Dragons, the official stuff anyways, you just have to keep buying the new releases as they come out. But with magic, you’ll never be able to know everything there is to know. In a lifetime, you won’t even come close. If you lived a thousand years, you wouldn’t be able to learn a billionth of what’s out there. What you’d be capable of figuring out would be a fraction so small you probably couldn’t conceive of a denominator that big.
Instead we’re seekers of enlightenment and truth, and most importantly spiritual doers, we do things spiritually, as opposed to knowing things spiritually. In a lot of ways, we’re like Indiana Jones. He doesn’t know all about ancient artifacts. He would like to know all about them, and put them in books that can then be taught as course work to his students, but it’s not possible. Instead he gets a base understanding of them from the sources available, then goes off and explores how things like the Ark of the Covenant and Holy Grails and Flying Saucers really work, and he’s honest about the fact that he’s really just making it all up as he goes a long.
Plus given the choice between being Gary Gygax and Indiana Jones, I think most of us would rather be Indiana Jones. I’m not saying this to dis Mr Gygax, but it’s fucking Indiana Jones.
*Unlike in DnD, in order to do a reversal on a magical spell you not only have to do the ritual backwards, but also upside down. This is how real magic differs from your role-playing game. If that doesn’t turn your friend’s stone back to flesh, also remember that you can only cast that spell once per day, and before casting it again you need to re-memorize it and then sleep first.
This is an additional group ritual that I developed. It’s powerful, and I like it. Unfortunately it’s a difficult ritual to pull off, because of it’s sexual nature. You have to be in the right place, relationship-wise, to participate, and you have to know two other people in that same place, and you all have to trust each other enough and be close enough that you’d want to do something like this together. It may not be a ritual that can be used a lot, but it’s still a pretty awesome, an fairly powerful, ritual.
This ritual is intended for three people, but can be modified to accommodate four.
What You Will Need:
Three white virgin unscented candles.
Three candle holders.
Incense representing fire.
Additionally You May Need:
A candle snuffer.
Oils representing water, air, and earth.
Perfumes representing water, air, and earth.
Three bowls filled with blessed water.
Each of the three participants will represent one of the three element:s water, air, and earth. If there is a fourth participant, they will represent fire.
At the outset of the ritual, it should be decided who will be the ritual leader. In practice, the participant representing air is usually the best choice. If there are four participants, it may seem most convenient for the person representing fire to be the ritual leader, however in practice this turns out to be the worst choice.
All participants must agree to completely submit to the will of the ritual leader, lending their energy and themselves to the ritual howsoever the ritual leader directs it. It is the ritual leader who will call forth what is going to be evoked and the ritual leader who will actually converse with the entity. Likewise it will be the responsibility of the ritual leader to initiate and break the triangle.
To start, a large amount of energy needs to be raised in the room. All three participants can work together in order to raise the energy. If there is a fourth participant representing fire, this participant may be left solely in charge of raising energy for the ritual.
After the energy has been raised, the participants representing Air, Water, and Earth should completely disrobe if they haven’t done so already. The participant representing fire may or may not disrobe.
If there are only three participants, incense or a candle should be lit in the center of the room and a fire elemental evoked into it. If there are four participants, this step can be performed later.
Anointing the elements:
Each person should be anointed. This can be done with scented oils or perfumes, with blessed water, or it may be done through the elements inherent to each person.
Method 1: With Oils, perfumes, or water
The person representing the element of water should first anoint the person representing the element of earth, followed by the participant represent earth anointing the participant representing air, and finally the participant representing air anointing the participant representing water.
Begin the anointing by saying “I anoint you by the element of [name of element]. May [name of element] flow in and out of you.” Then anoint the person at each of the seven major chakras.
Method 2: With the elements inherent to each practitioner
The person representing the element of water should first anoint the person representing the element of Earth. They do this by saying, “With my flesh, I anoint you as Earth, and gift you my physicality.” Then, with their hand they touch the seven chakras on the other participant’s body.
Next, the person representing the element of Earth should anoint the person representing the element of Air. They should do this by saying, “With my breath, I anoint you as Air, and gift you my intelligence.” Then they should breath on the seven chakra’s on the other participant’s body.
Finally the person representing the element of Air should anoint the person representing the element of Water. They should do this by saying, “With my lips, I anoint you as Water, and gift you my emotion.” Then they should moisten their lips and kiss the seven chakras on the other participant’s body.
After each person has been anointed, each of the participants should evoke the elemental they represent and take the elemental inside themselves. All of the participants should be fully charged with their elemental before proceeding.
The participant representing the element of Earth should turn towards the participant representing the element of air and say, “I am the element of earth, and I shall stay beside you through this journey,” and then kiss the participant representing air on the lips. Then, kneeling down on the ground say, “and I submit to your will,” and kiss the participant on the feet.
Next, the participant representing the element of Air should turn towards the participant representing the element of water and say, “I am the element of air, and I shall stay beside you through this journey,” and then kiss the participant representing air on the lips. Then, kneeling down on the ground say, “and I submit to your will,” and kiss the participant on the feet.
Finally, the participant representing the element of Water should turn towards the participant representing the element of Earth and say, “I am the element of water, and I shall stay beside you through this journey,” and then kiss the participant representing Earth on the lips. Then, kneeling down on the ground say, “and I submit to your will,” and kiss the participant on the feet.
Each of the three participants should now sit on the ground, each one of the three points in a triangle, and each should have a candle in front of them.
The element of Earth should say, “I am the element of Earth, physicality and being.” Lighting the candle they should say, “I combine myself with the element of fire, the physical plane with the spiritual plane.” They should draw energy off the flame and feel element of fire flow through themselves, mixing with the element of Earth.
The element of Air should say, “I am the element of Air, thought, intelligence, and action.” Lighting the candle they should say, “I combine myself with the element of fire, the mental plane with the spiritual plane.” They should draw energy off the flame and feel element of fire flow through themselves, mixing with the element of Air.
The element of Water should say, “I am the element of Water, emotion, union, and love.” Lighting the candle they should say, “I combine myself with the element of fire, the emotional plane with the spiritual plane.” They should draw energy off the flame and feel element of fire flow through themselves, mixing with the element of Water.
The participant representing the element of Earth should send energy into the participant representing the element of air and say, “As the past flows into the present, I flow into [name of participant representing air], and the physical realm joins into the mental realm.
The participant representing the element of Air should send energy into the participant representing the element of water and say, “As the present flows into the future, I flow into [name of participant representing water], and the mental realm joins into the emotional realm.
The participant representing the element of Water should send energy into the participant representing the element of Earth and say, “Let the future flow into the past, as I flow into [name of participant representing Earth], and the emotional realm joins the physical realm.
At this point each participant should be actively pushing energy out towards the other two participants, and receiving energy from both participants in return. Only the ritual leader should be projecting energy outward not intended for other participants.
The ritual leader should announce “We have made a place of our bodies and souls which is devoid space and time. We three speak as one voice and act as one will, encompassing one energy.”
Next the spirit should be evoked. The ritual leader should say, “We call forth [name of the spirit] and ask that he/she/they join/s us tonight.”
If the spirit does not immediately show, you may wait several minutes and then try again. If the spirit still does not show after several tries, you may wish to attempt to evoke a different spirit (since the prep time on the ritual is so long).
Once the spirit does appear, the ritual leader alone should converse with the spirit, but speaking as the voice and acting with the will of all three participants. The ritual leader should also do their best to actively direct energy at the other participants and maintain the triangle. The ritual leader may have difficulty doing this in which case it is the responsibility of the other two participants to not only direct energy towards the ritual leader, but also to pull energy from him or her in order to maintain the triangle.
When the conversation with the spirit is finished, the ritual leader should announce that the evocation is finished and the triangle is to be broken. At this point all participants should stop directing energy at each other and wait a few minutes in meditation to make sure no more energy is being directed at them and allow the energy inside themselves to even out.
Beginning with the participant representing water, followed by air and finally earth, each should put out their candle and say, “I remove fire from myself, and return myself to an elemental purity.”
At this point the ritual is finished. The participants may individually wish to remove the elemental energy from themselves, or they may wish to keep it for a while longer. Even though the ritual is finished, it may be a good idea for all participants to meditate for a short while in order to even out their energies, reflect on the ritual, and recuperate.
#Of course the ritual doesn’t need to be performed skyclad, but it helps and is highly recommended so long as all of the participants are comfortable being naked around each other.
#If you feel uncomfortable kissing someone on the lips and feet, you can substitute kissing on the cheek and simply bowing down at their feet for the same meaning.
#The ritual will work just as well if you everyone in the group would prefer to use the ten major chakras of Tibetan Buddhism rather than the seven major chakras.
#The fourth participant is entirely superfluous and the ritual actually works best with only three people.
#If the ritual is performed in the daytime, the word tonight should obviously be changed to today.
#Because of the fact that there are three participants and strong sexual overtones, it is recommended that none of the participants currently be involved in a serious relationship with each other unless they are very secure in their relationship. Emotions like jealousy and feelings of infidelity can both hinder the evocation and negatively affect the results if it is successful.
#This ritual may attract random spirits and the dead into the ritual area. Be prepared.
#This ritual does strange things to the passage of time.
#With our experimentation, we’ve had greater success with this, and most other, rituals when they were performed after sunset. However with some spirits you may have greater success evoking them during the daytime hours, or during dawn and dusk.
Explanation of the Ritual
This ritual was originally written and intended for exactly three people. Because it is sometimes easier to find four participants than three, I’ve included additional information on how to perform this ritual with four people.
Basically in the four person variant a fire elemental is not invoked and instead the fourth person essentially performs the function of the fire elemental. This means that this person is essentially acting as an energy battery, and that they should be adept at raising energy. It also means that the fourth participant is more or less an outsider in this ritual where the other three members meanwhile are closely, and somewhat sexually, bonded acting under a single will. In practice I’ve found that adding a fourth participant often takes away from the tight bond shared by the other participants, and ultimately makes the ritual less powerful and less successful.
This also isn’t a ritual where one person can lead and the others can watch, it requires magical ability and participation from all participants. Because of this it’s essential that all participants have read through and understand this ritual and the role they will be expected to play in it before attempting this ritual.
In many ways this ritual is similar to ritual #1, and was in fact designed using ritual #1 as a template. In addition to reading through this ritual, all participants should take the time to at least read through and become familiar with ritual #1 as well, and it’s actually best if all participants have at least attempted ritual #1 once in the past, regardless of whether or not it was a successful attempt.
Each of the participants represents one of the elements, either water, earth, or air, and if there is a fourth participant this participant should represent fire. Ideally each participant should represent the element they feel closest too. However the ritual leader should represent the element of air, since this is the element of action, and normally in practice the ritual leader will be the strongest participant (especially since they will be doing the most work). It’s also best for the weakest participant to represent the element of Earth so that the participant representing water can cover for them as needed. If there is a fourth participant, this person only needs to be able to raise energy, but they should be fairly good at it.
It may seem convenient to have the person representing fire act as the group leader since this would allow them to converse directly with the spirit while freeing up the other three participants to maintain the triangle. In practice this is turns out to not be such a great idea since the person representing fire is outside of the group and doesn’t share the collective power or will of the group.
Prior to starting the ritual the participants should agree that they are going to completely submit to the ritual leader and that he will be in command of them and directing their energies for the duration of the ritual. The ritual leader is not truly in charge though, rather all three members are pooling their collective energies and will into a single energy and will, and three are acting as one. The ritual leader is simply the person through which the group expresses itself. It is however essential that the entire group act as one will, one thought, and one being, and so there is no room for dissension and all members must submit to the group will as expressed by the ritual leader. Likewise it is the responsibility of the ritual leader to make sure that they, too, submit to the group will and are always acting in accordance with the group will and not on their own behalf.
As with any evocation, a large amount of energy is going to be needed, especially for manifestations, and so some time should be spent raising energy prior to the ritual so that there is excess energy to work with. This is the only real advantage to having a fourth participant since this person can raise energy so that the other participants can conserve themselves for the actual ritual. If there are only three participants, all three participants should work together to raise energy so that they each can conserve as much energy as possible.
There is nothing wrong with discussing the ritual and raising energy nude, although these steps can also be performed clothed if the participants wish. However once the energy is raised and it’s time for the actual ritual to start all three participants should be nude as this is a skyclad ritual. If there is a fourth participant they may remain clothed if they wish since there is no reason for them to be nude, although they may also practice the ritual skyclad if they feel more comfortable doing so.
The reason why the ritual is performed skyclad is twofold. First the three participants are coming together and combining themselves into a single will. This is something that requires a very strong and intimate bond, a bond that is facilitated by practicing nude, something that is looked upon as being both intimate and as exposing ourselves and being vulnerable to others.
Secondly this is the first of several very clear sexual overtones in the ritual. Although the ritual contains no actual sex, there is sexual symbolism used through out the ritual and these are meant to create a sort of spiritual sex between the three participants. The ritual itself is a kind of sex magic. The sexual aspects of the ritual are used to combine the three individuals as one and to achieve a very deep and intimate bond between them.
Next each person should be anointed on each of the major seven major chakras. The seven chakras are located at the top of the head, between the eyes, the center of the base of the neck, the center of the chest between the breasts and just above the heart, above the navel but beneath the breast bone, about two inches beneath the navel and above the genitals, and at the genitals. The chakras exist on both the front and the back of the body, but for this ritual they should be anointed on the front.
The chakras are the various points on the body where energy enters, leaves, and can be manipulated. The seven major chakras are the most powerful chakras on the body, and for most people where the majority of energy will enter and exit their body. Anointing the seven chakras helps to convert the energy within the individual and the energy they receive to that of the element they represent, and it also helps to ensure that all energy leaving their body will be of their element.
There are two methods for anointing the chakras, the second method being the most powerful. The main difference is that the first method simply uses an outside source which is associated with the element to anoint the body, where as with the second method the practitioner’s are using the element, as it exists within themselves, to anoint the person. The main disadvantage of this method is it may be too sexual for all participants, in which case the first method should be used.
Whichever method is used, the order is always the same. First Water anoints Earth, then Earth anoints Air, and finally Air anoints Water. This order represents the route in which energy will flow through the group and also the chronological position of the elements, with Earth being the past, Air being the present, and Water being the future.
With the first method, you may use oil, perfume, or blessed water representing each of the three elements. If blessed water is used, the water should be blessed before the start of the ritual, and ideally it should be blessed about a day in advance. Also the ritual works best if each person personally blesses the water that they will use to anoint another.
[Note: I don’t have a method up for making blessed water right now. If you want to use that method you can wait for it, or just figure it out.]
If oils are used, each oil should represent one of the three elements of air, water, and earth. For air the best oils to use are vanilla, amber, or opium. For water the best oils to use are rose or lavender. For earth the best oil to use is musk. Prior to the ritual each person should apply a small amount of the oil they will be anointed with to part of their body and leave it there without washing it off for at least half a day in order to check for any allergic reactions.
If perfumes are used they too should be chosen by their elemental association. Perfumes that use rose or lavender as an ingredient are good choices for Water, and perfumes that use musk as an ingredient are good choices for Earth. Unfortunately finding an Air associative ingredient in perfume is not as easy.
As stated before, the purpose of this is to align the person’s chakras, and thus their energy, with the element they represent, and also to help ensure that energy flowing out of them matches the element. With the first method this is done by placing something associated with that element at each of the seven major chakras.
Each person should now evoke the element they represent and take this element into themselves. Methods for doing this are provided in chapter three, and all participants should be familiar with this method, or some other, and capable enough to perform it without having the actual element present.
Once each member is charged, the next step is for each participant to kiss another on the lips and feet. The kiss on the lips is to both show and form a bond of equality and intimacy between the two. The kiss on the feet is meant to show submission. The ritual works fine with a short, closed mouth kiss, although kissing in a more graphic way won’t hurt the ritual (but it is highly recommended that the kisses be the same between all participants). However, as with any physical contact of this nature in a ritual, it’s important that all participants discuss the issue beforehand in a frank manner and set up and abide by clear boundaries that all participants feel comfortable with.
It’s also important that all participants feel perfectly comfortable with the sexual overtones of the ritual and that their bounadries are being respected. If a participant feels uncomfortable or taken advantage of it will have a negative effect on the rate of success and power of the ritual, and can draw negative spirits to the evocation.
Next, one at a time, each participant should light their candle and draw from it the energy of fire, allowing the fire energy to flow through themselves and mix with their elemental energy. Drawing energy off of the flame is an easy energy manipulation trick. Section 1 contains exercises on energy manipulation to help any participants who may not yet be able to do this.
The final step prior to the actual evocation is to create the triangle. This is done by the participants sending energy to each other. The participant representing Water should send energy to the participant representing Earth, and then Earth to Air, and finally Air to Water. Once again sending energy is an easy energy manipulation trick, and there are exercises in section 1 to help anybody who is not yet able to do this.
The participants are also not just sending their energy to each other, but also themselves. As they’re sending their energy in this very intimate ritual they’re also allowing themselves to be given away to the other participants. Essentially each participant is combining themselves with another through a non-physical spiritual form of sex, the end result being that all three participants are combined as one with a single will.
Once the triangle is formed each participant should send energy in both direction towards both of the other participants. It’s vitally important that all participants are sending out energy as they receive it to form the triangle and empower the ritual rather than collecting energy for themselves.
The ritual leader is the only participant who should use or direct energy in any way other than towards the other two participants. Since the ritual leader may be using the energy they gain to empower the ritual, or they may be busy conversing with the spirit, they may at times slack in their duties of directing energy at the other participants, and the other participants will need to make up for this.
The participant representing Water has the duty of trying to make up for any deficiency in energy direction by the other participants, whether this is caused by the ritual leader being distracted or by the other member being too weak and needing help in performing their function.
Any of the participants may pull energy from either of the other two if they feel it is necessary to maintain the triangle or empower the ritual, and that, for whatever reason, the participant is not sending as much energy as they need to. This is ethical as all three have agreed to submit to each other, to the group will, and act in accordance with a single will. Likewise it is assumed that, by agreeing to participate in this particular ritual, all participants are granting permission to have energy pulled from them as needed for the purposes of the ritual. Still this eventuality should be discussed by all participants beforehand to eliminate the risk of crossing boundaries or delving into the unethical territory of vampirism.
Once the triangle is formed the ritual leader may call forth the spirit that the group wishes to evoke. If the spirit does not immediately appear, the ritual leader should wait several minutes to see if the spirit does arrive. If the spirit still does not appear, then the ritual leader may attempt to call the spirit a second time, and even a third time if need be. If the spirit can not be reached the participants may wish to evoke a different spirit instead, especially due to the large amount of prep work that is needed to perform the ritual. It’s best to prepare a list of at least four or five spirits that you may wish to evoke during the ritual before starting so that you’re prepared when a spirit doesn’t show and don’t have to scramble to find and agree upon a new spirit.
Once the conversation with the spirit is finished, a second spirit may be evoked or the triangle may be closed.
Once all of the evocations and conversations are finished, the ritual leader should clearly announce that the triangle is to be closed so that all participants know it is time to end the rituals. All participants should then stop sending and pulling energy from each other. Before proceeding the participants should wait several minutes before moving any further with shutting the ritual down to make sure the energy moving between them has stopped and the connection to each other has been completely severed.
Next the participants should put out their candles disconnecting themselves from the element of fire and the spiritual plane, and returning to an elemental purity.
The ritual is now technically ended. The participants may wish to ground the elemental energy out of their body or otherwise realign their energy, or they may wish to keep the energy as is. Although not necessary, it’s usually a good idea to agree to have some quiet and restful time at the end of the ritual for participants to use however they need to in order to reflect upon the ritual or recuperate.
There are some very clear and direct sexual overtones to this ritual. Unlike purely skyclad rituals where sexual arousal is very rare for most people, in a ritual such as this one, which is technically sex magic, sexual arousal is a much more common occurrence, especially since there will no doubt be some sexual energy raised by the ritual. Due to the heavy sexual themes of the ritual, this shouldn’t cause any problem with the ritual itself, and if anything would only serve to facilitate bonds of intimacy and acts of spiritual sex. However this can create a situation which may become embarrassing, distressful, or otherwise uncomfortable for the participants, which is something that will not only negatively effect the ritual in many ways, but should be avoided whenever possible in any ritual.
The best solution to this problem is to discuss the eventuality of sexual arousal which may happen during the ritual beforehand, and to come to an agreement that everyone is comfortable with about what to do if a participant becomes aroused, which can be anything from agreeing to carry on with the ritual if this happens to having a plan in place to shut down the ritual as quickly as possible if this happens. This creates a much better situation than trying to figure out what to do after it has already happened in the middle of the ritual, and it also gives everyone the chance to set boundaries on what they find acceptable and unacceptable during the ritual.
There is also a lot of physical contact through out the ritual, and it’s done in a nude and sexually charged environment. This too should be fully discussed before the ritual. Of course all participants should be familiar with the ritual and fully aware of what they’re agreeing to do beforehand. But everything should also be discussed beforehand, especially every instance of physical touching within the ritual, and every instance of anything that may be considered sexual, even if no touching occurs. This is essential to make sure everyone is aware of exactly what everyone else is comfortable doing, and also so that everyone can set up boundaries of acceptable and unacceptable acts.
A lot of people try to skip having this discussion beforehand with rituals like this. Some feel embarrassed by the subject matter. Some are scared of coming off as a pervert with an unhealthy obsession with sex or as someone who is just trying to use the ritual to have a sexual experience. Some people are scared that talking about these things will scare prospective participants away.
However the only mature way to perform these rituals is to first have all participants discuss them in a frank and open manner. And especially with this ritual it’s important that the participants at least have a level of trust and openness with each other for the discussion, otherwise the bonds between the participants will be too weak for the ritual to achieve much success.
On a final note, this ritual is sexual in nature, but the goal of the ritual is not to have sex, and the participants shouldn’t have sex with each other during the ritual. Even if all participants are comfortable having sex with each other, actual sexual intercourse is not conductive to the ritual. In addition although participants can expand some of the physical aspects of the ritual to make it more sexual, it should be noted that an orgasm by any participant will be counter-productive to the ritual. And if what everyone really wants is a threesome sexual adventure, then just go to bed together and have sex, don’t try to justify it up with a ritual.
Explanation of Variations:
#Just about any skyclad ritual can be modified so that it can be performed clothed. That is also true of this ritual. But it is highly recommended that the ritual be performed skyclad, especially considering both the intimate and sexual nature of the ritual. If the participants are not close enough to feel comfortable around each other naked then the ritual probably won’t be very successful anyways.
#The kisses may also be substituted for less sexual acts. Sometimes this may be necessary when someone is in a relationship or otherwise doesn’t feel comfortable with that level of physical contact. A kiss on the cheek and bowing at ones feet doesn’t carry the same weight though, and it will ultimately weaken the ritual.
#Tibetan Buddhism uses ten major chakras instead of seven. If the participants feel more comfortable using the Tibetan system, the ten major chakras of the Tibetan system may be anointed instead.
#This has already been well explained, but the fourth participant is unnecessary and the ritual actually works best with three.
#It should be obvious, but the word tonight needs to be changed into today in order to accomadate a daytime ritual.
Explanation of Notes
#When two of the participants are in a relationship with each other, even if they’ve both agreed to the terms of the ritual, it would still not be unheard of for one of the two to begin to feel jealous or upset during some of the more sexual or physical parts of the ritual. These are perfectly normal and healthy emotions, but they can have devestating effects on the ritual. Because of this it’s best that people in a relationship together not participate together in this ritual unless they have a very secure or open relationship.
Pros and Cons
-Instead of being dependent upon a single magician this ritual uses the collective power of three or four magicians which makes the ritual easier to perform, more powerful, and usually increases the rate of success.
-This is the most powerful method of evocation I’ve currently written down in which the practitioners are the primary power source.
-This method is powerful enough to call forth almost any spirit.
-This method is both non-aggressive and respectful of the spirits, which helps promote mutually beneficial relationships with spirits.
-This method is ethically sound under most spiritual systems. No harm is done to the spirit and no attempt is made to bind the spirit’s power or control it.
-Due to the fact that there is little reason for normally non-malicious spirits to be hostile when evoked under this method, and because the practitioner is seen as a source of power, there is a much smaller chance that a spirit, given opportunity, will attempt to harm the practitioner or attendees in any way.
-Because the practitioner is not dependent upon multiple protections to ensure their safety, there is much greater room for error and experimentation and small mistakes are usually not disastrous in this method.
-Once a spirit is evoked, the practitioners will have very little control over them. To overpower the spirit with the triangle in this method would cause the magician to expend a great deal of energy and is not advised except in cases of absolute emergency.
-It is not uncommon for the magician to have to bargain with or befriend a spirit in order to procure a favor from it.
-The magician’s only protection is himself and his power, and during the ritual he is being drained in order to sustain the triangle.
-The ritual is very energy intensive, and it may take quite a bit out of the practitioners, especially if they are not used to very powerful rituals.